Friday, Friday, Gotta Get Down On Friday

If this has work, this has posted on Friday 29th at 5:30 in the evening. Wop!

Anyway, the reason I have done this is because I'm currently at a family wedding and didn't want to have to worry if I can't get internet or if I just forget about blogging over the weekend. How convenient! And it helps me know if it works so then I can schedule some blogs in for next week as I am in hospital for a few days.

Anyway, I bet you've got Friday by Rebecca Black in your head. Yes? Well I hope I do. Because it is an annoyingly good song. Yes, it is ridiculous but it is because it is so bad that I think it is so good. I quite like it to be honest now. And I don't admit that much.

I'm tired :/ How I know this from the past is because I am always tired so I will most likely be tired when this post posts. Ooooo this is a message from the past! Wouldn't it be weird if I predicted the future? Or if I wrote something about a celebrity and then something happened to that celebrity? How weird...I won't predict the future, I don't want to be weird-ed out by my weirdness anymore really :L

xox

Laura Reviews: Who Knows!

Basically it's kinda just like what's going on/what I feel like talking about today.

I'm going to a family wedding on Saturday but we are going tomorrow as it's up near Manchester so I'm going to write tomorrow's blog post in a minute and schedule it to post tomorrow. Hopefully it will work. And Amy is blogging on Saturday (if she remembers, mind you!) because it is the last day of the month :D So yesss

Ohhh congratulations to Fleur and Mike! I've only been watching Fleur's YouTube videos for around 6/7 months but I love her and Mike's relationship and they are both adorable and I am so so happy that they are now engaged :D

I have a pre op assessment later on today. Will most likely only end up being in the hospital for around 10 minutes, it always works like that. Take ages getting up there and then only there for a few minutes. Mind you, I am glad to be able to visit the hospital before my op as I have yet to visit this one.

I'm hungry, I haven't eaten anything yet today :/

But I have finished packing for tomorrow :D And I actually only started this morning :')

Anyway, hopefully see you tomorrow?

xox

Words and stuff.

“Sweetie, this isn’t heaven. But thank you” Debbie smiled.

“It was heaven when I was a kid, so much better than my mums sausage casserole! Whenever Tom mentioned that he was having this for dinner I used to ask him if I could have dinner here” I grinned. Tom laughed. “I remember that. One time I said no so you came round yourself and asked mum if you could” Tom grinned.

“It’s just so good!” I giggled.

After dinner, Tom and I helped Debbie put everything into the dishwasher before we all went into the garden because it was such lovely weather for October. “Can we play a game?” Carrie asked.

“What were you thinking sweetie?” Bob asked.

“Erm...monopoly!” Carrie grinned.

“Noo that takes too long and we’re going to have to leave around 4, we’re up early tomorrow” Tom said. “Fine then. Erm scrabble?” Carrie asked.

“That’s fine by me. Tee?” Tom turned to me and smiled.

“Sure, scrabble is fine” I smiled. Bob and Debbie agreed to play too and so Carrie went off to get the game. “Problem is, only 4 of us can play” Tom mumbled.

“That’s fine, I won’t play” Bob said.

“No, don’t worry! I’ll play with Tom, I’m awful at scrabble anyway” I laughed, moving closer to Tom.

“I only know music related words” Tom laughed.

“Well that’s better than nothing Tombo” I laughed as Carrie came back out.

“Tee and I are going to be a team seeing as only four of us can technically play” Tom said as Carrie sat down. “But  that’s not fair, you’ve got the cleverest brains” Carrie laughed.

“And how did you figure that out?” Tom laughed.

“Well my brain is only just fully developed, and mum and dad are losing their minds” Carrie laughed. “Oi you” Bob laughed before he started setting up the game.

An hour later and Tom and I had won. “See, that was unfair as there were two of you” Carrie laughed. “Just get over the fact that we won because you are stooopid” Tom laughed.

“Pffft I’m cleverer than you” Carrie laughed.

“If you say so” Tom laughed as he got up. “Would you like some help with pudding mum?” He asked before he followed his mum inside. “What have you been up to lately then Tee?” Bob asked.

“Not much to be honest Bob. I’m still working for Heat which is alright; I spend some time in the offices but most of my time at home. I’m going with Tom to Australia tomorrow to support Dougie which is going to be fun. But otherwise, not much else. What about you Bob? And you Carrie?” I asked. “Work going well? And nothing much” Bob laughed.

“Work is going really well thanks” I grinned before turning to Carrie. “What have you been up to Carrie?” I asked.

“I’ve started making YouTube videos and I’ve had more meetings about my music. It’s all going pretty darn well” Carrie grinned.

“I’ve seen a few of your videos, I was going to mention them but I forgot” I laughed. “You’re natural at it hun” I smiled.

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SUMMER

ish.

Please note: This isn't a memory as such.


It's officially the summer holidays as I finished college today. Woop! This first year has gone so fast and I can't believe that around this time last year I was leaving school and stuffs. Weird. I am kinda glad that it's gone quick as hopefully the next year will. It started off alright but I'm really not enjoying it anymore :/

And on another downer, Jasmine has her driving test next month and so if she passes she won't be walking with me from the train station anymore which sucks majorly. I will miss talking to her in random accents and singing and just being weird. Today we started off singing songs from musicals. Well, we sung Hankuna Matata and that was about it as we couldn't really remember the lyrics to any others at the time :') We just talk about really random stuff and I know about near enough all of her friends (despite having never met them) as she is constantly telling me what's been going on :') It's amusing and I love it and will actually really miss it.

But aahh well, one year left. Woop.

Blergh

I'm still ill. And it's only a mild cold but I want to get better so I can actually have my operation next week or otherwise I'll have to wait 2 months :/

I'm also going away this weekend to my aunts wedding so I don't know how blogging will go...I might give the schedule thing a go and write them before hand. I might also do that for when I am in hospital on the 4th and 5th of next month if the posts actually post :L

Anyway, Eastenders is on and I keep sneezing so BYEE

xox

Ill.

I am ill. Again.

Well, I think I'm ill yet I hope I am not.

I woke up with a massive sore horrible throat and I still have it and I've been sneezing all day. Usually when I get a cold, though, I have a sore throat just in the morning then the evening...but I've had it all day. So hopefully it will just be a one day thing. And hopefully the sneezing is just hayfeaver. I hope. Because I don't want to be ill for the wedding next weekend nor do I want be ill so they can't operate on my back next next week :/

ahh well, update on my ill state tomorrow.

xox

Kat Says: London!

I've written stuff about London already, so I'm just going to link to that to start with: http://skitzyy.blogspot.co.uk/2012/03/landon-town.html

Now, carrying on.

I said on the other post that I hated the underground. I actually don't any more and am getting used to traveling around on it. Since the last post I have been up to London 4 times; once to see McFly with Kat and 3 times to a hospital up in London. I know the route to the hospital off by heart and it's a posh part of London that I now love. I went to London last Thursday and my mum and I went to Covent Gardens and Southbank, 2 of my favourite London places. I love the Southbank as there is always something different there. When I went with my mum there was a giant sofa, 2 chairs and a lamp made out of fake grass. It was so cool. There was also this big sandpit type thing with these wooden sculpture things in that this artist had made which was awesome.

It isn't my favourite place in the world, but I like it much more than I did a year or so ago. The tubes are easy to navigate around, it's just the amount of people. I've mentioned before that I don't have claustrophobia but I hate being in any sort of space with a load of people; not just small spaces.

Oh dear. I'm watching The Last Song and I think the dads about to die :( I've never seen it before but I heard that it was sad. So I Googled what the sad part was. I do that with most films as I am such a wuss when it comes to films nowadays so like to be prepared :')

That wasn't about London...but ahh well


xox

Questions? On A Friday? Yes!

Yes this is a 30 day challenge. No I am not doing it in 30 days. Yes I did get this from Tumblr.  No I won't answer them all now. I'm going to answer 10 of them.

1) My name is Laura Jade Pay yet not a lot of people know that as my Facebook name is 'Laura Jade 'Fletcher'' and my Twitter 'name' is 'Me'. I am 17 years young and am studying photography. I want to be a primary school teacher. I have a lump in my back that is hopefully being removed within the next 2 weeks. It's not cancerous thankfully. My favourite colour is red.

2) Movie: Finding Nemo, How To Loose A Guy In 10 Days and Confessions of a Shopaholic.
Band: McFly. 
TV Shows: Friends, Big Bang Theory, Don't Tell The Bride, Russell Howards Good News and Neighbours. 
Books: The Shopaholic series by Sophie Kinsella, The Fault In Our Stars by John Green and Handle With Care by Jodi Picoult. My ultimate favourite is probably House Rules by Jodi Picoult.
Video Games: I don't really play video games. So probably Mario Kart Wii even though I am crappy at it.


3) killervanilla.tumblr.com is my all time favourite Tumblr. It's my friend Evelyn's Tumblr and she is amazing and beautiful and I have to check her Tumblr at least once every day.


4) 12.08.08 - McFly and Sugababes. 27.11.08 - McFly Radio:ACTIVE Tour. 29.04.09 - McFly UCATTIP Tour. 01.04.11 - McFly Above The Noise Tour. 07.03.11 - McFly KCAPL Tour. 07.04.11 - McFly KCAPL Tour. I had to look at my photo album for the dates. I don't know how the hell I managed to go through 2010 without seeing them D: 


5) I don't really have much of one....every day is different yet I always end up on my laptop, on word, writing. And Tumblr. And on Facebook playing Tetris.


6) A 'build a bear' bear for my 18th from my family (yes I am 17 and want this. I want it from my family so I can take it to uni and it'll be from everyone), an owl doorstop, some more shorts that actually fit, GHD hairstraightners, tickets for McFly whenever they announce a new tour aaaannnd at the moment I want the Ed Sheeran CD. :')


7) Paris, Italy, New York, Hawaii...ermmm there are probably tonnes but these are the top. Mainly Hawaii. 


8) Tetris...


9) Nothing. Because then I wouldn't be me.


10) I don't think I have a 'type'. I like dimples. And I love beautiful eyes. 


xox

Laura Reviews: CBA Syndrome.

Which is something I currently have due to my legs aching and the fact I am incredibly tired.

But I will give you something

Look up: Octopus shop

IT IS BLOODY AMAZING.

xox

#fanfic

“Your mum and I always used to wish that Tom and you would wind up together” Debbie laughed lightly as Tom walked into the room. “You did?” He asked.

“Yeah. You were inseparable when you were younger, we knew that you would be friends for ages but we always said we would love for you to get together. Your mum was so protective of who you dated, wasn’t she Tee? She told me that she would always be protective unless you got together with Tom because she knew that he was a lovely boy and would make a lovely husband” Debbie smiled before a tear appeared in her eye. “Oh mum, please don’t cry” Tom whispered, walking over to her and hugging her. “It’s fine. Can you go tell the others that dinner will be ready in 5 minutes please Tom?” Debbie asked.

“Sure” Tom replied before he turned to me. “Can I have a quick word with you out in the garden please Treasure?” Tom asked.

“Yeah okay” I smiled, getting up and following him out and through to the living room.

“Dad, Carrie, mum asked me to tell you that dinner will be ready in 5” Tom said.

“Thanks” Carrie said before she got up and left the room.

“What would you two like to drink? I’ll go sort it out” Bob said as he got to his feet.

“Do you have any red?” Tom asked.

“I’m sure we do” Bob replied.

“A glass each then please dad” Tom smiled.

“Coming up” Bob said before he left the room. Tom smiled at me before he walked out into the garden, followed by me. “What was before about?” Tom asked, turning around to face me.

“When?” I asked.

“Before, out here. Why did you kiss me?” Tom asked.

“I want to try...” I whispered.

“Are you sure?” Tom asked as he reached over and took hold of one of my hands.

“Yes. And what your mum said makes me want to try even more. Knowing that I would be making my mum happy by going out with you makes me smile so much” I grinned.

“But would you be happy if you went out with me?” Tom asked.

“You know what?” I said as I reached out for Tom’s other hand. “I believe I would” I smiled.

“Let’s not tell the parents just yet though” Tom laughed but he enveloped me in a hug.

“Yeah let’s leave it for a while” I smiled against him.

“Sorry, we were just talking about stuff” Tom said as we walked into the kitchen and everyone was already sat down. Tom and I took our places next to each other and smiled. “That’s fine, we literally only just sat down” Debbie laughed.

“Sweetie, this isn’t heaven. But thank you” Debbie smiled.

“Right, let’s eat” Bob grinned. Carrie, Tom and I all giggled before we all started eating.

“Wow, tastes just like I remember” I giggled after my first bite.

“And what’s that?” Tom asked.

“Heaven” I giggled. Debbie laughed.

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Frosty

I'm sending off a letter tomorrow to my old infants school, asking if they would be able to take me on for work experience next year to give me a better chance on getting into uni. The current 'executive headteacher' is my old maths teacher from juniors school and I was just speaking to Amy about her and saying that I hope she doesn't remember me. Amy just reminded me of what a wacky teacher she was so I am going to talk about her.

Her name was Miss Frost and she was lovely. She was our year 5 maths teacher and she was also crackers. To be a maths teacher it seems you have to be crackers. The main thing I remember from year 5 maths is this program called Maths Mansion and the fact the whole row of boys at the back always sung the theme song whenever we watched it.

But there was this other time that Amy just reminded me about and I laughed so much remembering it. We were learning about graphs and the axis' on graphs and she went onto explain how she remembered which was the Y axis and which was the X by lying on the class room floor and saying 'you lie down for a kiss' (x) 'and then you stand up' (she said as she stood up) 'and ask why' (y)...I always remembered that throughout maths...or if there was an occasion when I forgot, I asked Amy and she reminded me of this :')

She also walked past me and my friend dancing in her garden and stopped and watched us and then clapped...

xox

Writing

Over the past few weeks I've nearly forgotten to blog so many times as I've been writing so much. Fanfics, that is. I write too much fanfiction. And it's all rubbish and I don't post them anywhere or anything (apart from the one on here on Wednesdays), it's just for me. But I am currently working on like 5 different ones. And then I will be falling asleep or just sat not doing much and I'll have an idea for another fanfic. So I start writing it...and then get attached to it. That's happened so much over the past couple of months. I just looked and I have 7 which I've started within the past 3 months...ergh I am so awful at writing as well :')

But ahh well, I enjoy writing stupid ol' fanfiction so ya'no :)

xox

It's Time.

To finish answering these questions from 2 weeks ago.

11) Crazy Core Skittles.

12) Something from Jasmine most likely.

13) Birds, Michael Jackson, mud and bananas

14) Music, family, my bed and books.

15) I used to have two pet sheep called Chalky and Blackboard.

16) Kat and McFly. You can either see that as 2 or 5...

17) I've been through this before :')

18) I don't like having regrets. Because if I went back and changed something in my life then I wouldn't be who I am today and where I am in life.

19) I don't wish at 11:11 tbhh...

20) I don't do that many crazy things...

Kat Says: Katy!

I say: Perry!

Katy Perry is beautiful and wonderful and I love her and she is amazing. And I reaaally cannot wait until Katy Perry: Part Of Me 3D comes out. I am so so so excited!

I also really really want to see her live. It would be a dream come true.

I haven't liked Katy for ages. Well, it's been a long time now but before I just thought she was a good singer but then I became obsessed thanks to a friend called Emily who flipped loved the hell out of her.

I admire her because of what she has been through and because in her film she goes around with no make up on, something that a lot of celebs wouldn't do. And 'I think your [Katy] pretty, without any make up on'. Sorry, it just had to be done xD

Errrm she is beautiful. Like I've already said. I love her voice and her songs and she is bloody hilarious! She seems so down to earth really :D

Ahhhh I can't wait for the movie and to one day see her live :D

AAHHH

xox

Life Lesson With Laura

If it hasn't got anything to do with you, don't say anything.

Laura Reviews: Questions!

I cba to review anything (like normal then...) so I am going to answer some questions that I found on Tumblr.

1) Write and read mainly. And currently play tetris on Facebook. I like to take photos too. And tweet.

2) Cream soda, lasagne and red.

3) I wouldn't allow him to give me that much D: I couldn't cope with that much a week for not doing anything. 

4) Mini Shopaholic by Sophie Kinsella, Finding Nemo and The Big Bang Theory.

5) Tom Fletcher and just chat, draw and sing. I can't sing to save my life but I would love to sing with Tom. And watch him draw. just watch him being creative.

6) Baked beans, water and probably brown.

7) Rubbish stuff I don't need :/

8) Normal...

9) I don't have one, Ella Enchanted (It's the only film I've watched the whole of and not liked...) and Hollyoaks.

10) Giggle for ages.

11) Hmm....I don't actually think I have anything that strange...I have a double ended lightsaber...that might be the strangest...and I bought it at the last carnival :')

12) I quack at people sometimes...

13) Probably that I'm mean/not nice because I try my hardest to be nice to people.

14) A husky, a 4 poster bed, a book room, a massive fridge/freezer and a lovely sofa.

15) A cat because they sleep and eat a lot.

16) McFly, obvs.

17) McFly, Radio:ACTIVE and No Worries.

18) I don't know. I started liking them at the end of 2007 and I became hooked. Literally. I cannot not like them, it's strange. It's like I don't have an actual choice in the matter :')

19) 6. Favourite was the last one I went to, McFly. Least was the first one, McFly.

20) Fly away. Dance on the milky way. Melt me with your eyes, my star girl rules the skies. McFly; Star Girl.

21) Pudd.

22) McFly merch. A lot. Tours. I also own Katy Perry lipbalm...and more Katy Perry and Jessie J...

23) The telllyyyy.

24) I don't really have one :/

25) This is the most amazing question in the world. I honestly didn't read ahead when writing this questions. Tom Fletcher from McFly, obviously. Oh dearrs.

xox

Story Writing #sadfanfic

“Yeah sure” Carrie replied and I heard her get up.

“Hey Treasure, I should have thought about it before inviting you” Tom said.

“Carrie invited me” I sniffed, lifting my head off of Tom’s chest and looking straight at him. “And it’s not just where I am. It’s everything, everything is just getting to me at the moment” I whispered.

“Me?” Tom asked.

“I’m sorry but yeah” I whispered as Carrie came out. “Thank you sweetie” I smiled, taking the drink from her as Tom took the tissues. “I’m going to go and help mum and dad with dinner” Carrie smiled before heading back inside. I turned to Tom and smiled softly. “Is anyone living there at the moment?” I asked.

“I believe so Tee, why?” Tom asked as he started dabbing my face with the tissues.

“Oh I just wanted to know if the bench was still in the back garden” I shrugged.

“I’ll ask mum later, she’s friends with the people who now live there” Tom smiled.

“Okay” I whispered, looking down at the ground.

“I miss them too, Treasure. I know I don’t as much as you, but they were both wonderful people with big hearts” Tom said as he took hold of my hand and squeezed it gently, just like he had done at the funeral. “Tom” I said, turning and looking straight at him.

“Yeah sweetie?” Tom smiled. I leant up and kissed him softly on the lips.

“I’m just going to go freshen up before dinner” I smiled after before getting up and heading inside.

I went downstairs from the bathroom 15 minutes later and I went straight into the kitchen and Debbie was the only one in there. “Hey Debs” I said as I sat down at the table in the spot I usually sat at whenever I ate round here. “Hey sweetheart, how are you doing?” Debbie asked, turning from the cooker to look at me. “I’m...I’m getting myself through everything” I replied, being honest.

“Your parents would both be so proud of the wonderful young lady that you have become, Tee” Debbie smiled. “Thank you” I blushed.

“Bob and I are both proud of you. We always have been. Both Tracy and Mike had been good friends of ours for ages and we always told each other that if something were to happen to the other couple, we would always help out with the children. We would always look out for them. You had grew up quickly after the accident and I wasn’t too surprised when you moved straight into London. All I wanted to do was wrap you in cotton wool and keep you locked in this house. I promised your parents that I would look after you and even though I haven’t, you are doing so so well” Debbie smiled. “You and Bob are like second parents to me, you were even before the accident. And it’s thanks to your son that I’m doing well, he’s helped me through an awful lot. And you have looked after me from afar” I smiled.

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Amy&I: Part 6.

Amy is meant to blog on the last day of each month but we both forgot for May so that's what yesterday was all about.

Anyway, I am going to share another story/memory between Amy and I.

Involving carboard boxes and wrapping paper tubes.

Amy was staying over and we had played Pay Day but now we were bored. So we decided to build a box man. I don't know how this came around but we did. We searched for a few things and found some 'shoes' out of icing sugar boxes. That's the only part I actually remember :') And the fact his main body was made from a box which had contained things to make a rug...that I never made...and we gave him hair from the string from this rug making kit.

And we called him Ralph :')

And he had a nose ring :')

Oh deaar :')

It was rather amusing tbh :')

But that is all

Niiight
xox

Hello its me again...

and its me again (me being Amy)
and I have absolutely no idea what to write about today and I should have done this about two weeks ago anyway, so i asked laura for something random to write about and she said fairies. Of all the things. Suppose I did ask for random.

Right so fairies...well I'm afraid my knowledge of fairies isnt that extensive (lol) so basically they are mythical creatures (is that the right terminology?) who are very small and tiny and have wings. And I dont know about you but I always imagine that they live in little mushrooms in a forest, but you never know.
If asked "Do you believe in fairies?" I would probably say not particularly...I dont religiously imagine that they are there and I have certainly never seen one but hey, nobody can disaprove it either. I think it might be quite nice if they existed and they brought you tea and cake in the afternoon...that sought of thing :P

Anyway I have absolutely no idea what I am babbling (good word) on about so goodbye for now.

Much love :)

Amy

Kat Says: Cartoons!

On a Sunday!!

Well actually she said it late last night after I had actually written my blog post and so yars :D

Anyway, cartoons!

I am 17 and I still love watching Cartoons. I watch Scooby Doo often, but it's not as good as it used to be. It's changed and stuff. I watch The Simpsons, Family Guy and American Dad which are all more 'grown up' cartoons as such.

However I want to talk about the cartoons I used to watch.

Like The Cramp Twins which was an amazing cartoon.

And Fairly Odd Parents. God I miss that show. It was SOOO good!

I loved Hey Arnold!

And a load more that I can't remember the names of :') Including one cartoon about a snail on a skateboard that me and my friend spent near enough every Physics lesson in Year 11 trying to figure out what it was called. Never found out...

I love cartoon films like Finding Nemo, Monsters Inc and Toy Story. They don't have to be Disney/ Disney Pixar but those are the best.

Cartoons are just great. I would love to voice a cartoon character, as it's not acting as such. Voice acting, more like.

xox

Laura Says: Life Update!

Kat hasn't given me anything to talk about today so I thought I would just update you on what's going on in my life. Which won't take long as not much is going on!

Hospital stuff about my back is all alright, I have an MRI scan and meeting in a couple of weeks up in the hospital in London which will be fine, spending the day up there with mum too.

College is going okay, I have less than a month left until my first year is over :O ! It's gone so quickly yet I can't wait for the second year to be over with so I can go to uni, I am so excited about that.

Which reminds me, I can't remember if I've mentioned on here but I want to go into teaching now...I don't want to be a photographer, even though I will never, ever, stop taking photos.

I want to start making YouTube videos. But that has been a thing going on for almost a year now...but ahh well, we'll see.

I am currently wearing a panda onesie :P

I am doing well in loosing weight.

I haven't actually been reading much, I don't think I have picked up the book that I am currently reading in over a week. And it's been half term which is incredibly bad of me. I will take it to my dads tomorrow and read a lot of it there.

I've dyed my hair again. And I really, really, really like the colour of it even though it won't stay like this for long :'( and some of my roots didn't dye...even though we bought the same dye again and just did the roots. Silly.

I think that's most of my life up to date.

xox

AHHH

It's 6 minutes until midnight. I almost nearly forgot to blog today. But I just remembered. I don't have much to talk about though D: Amy and I finished painting McFly lyrics onto my wall today :D Not that I even ever mentioned that we had started it :')

So yes :P

xox

Laura Reviews: Cream Soda!

Cream soda is officially my favourite drink in the world. I used to only have it at Christmas as it is fizzy and it was a treat but my mum let me have it when I wasn't allowed to eat due to going to hospital and I was allowed to drink clear drinks...and she's let me have it since, after finding out that it only has 16 calories for a 500ml glass. And the fact I'm 17, so how can she stop me? But still. It is so blooming good!

Words.

“Hey, when we get home tonight we are going to sit down and talk. Write down a list of the pros and cons of everything, okay?” Tom smiled softly.

“The pros and cons of what exactly?”

“Of us being together...of us not being together...” Tom said.

“Oh okay. Well that’s fine” I shrugged, pretending not to care when in reality I was realising that I loved him more than just friends. But did I want to risk things?

Half an hour later, of us both singing along to songs on the radio and general chit-chat, Tom pulled into his parents drive. I looked at the house two doors down and took a deep breath. “Are you alright?” Tom asked, noticing that I was staring out of the window at my old house.

“Yeah it’s just been a while” I said, turning to face him.

“You’ve been back since though, haven’t you?” He asked.

“Yeah but it has still been a long time” I smiled softly.

“Come on sweetie” Tom smiled before he got out of the car. I got out and followed him straight up the path to his parent’s front door. Tom knocked before he looks down at me and smiled again. “If you need a bit of space just go upstairs to what was my room and just chill for a bit, okay Tee?” He said. “Thank you” I smiled just as his mum opened the front door.

“Tom, you do remember that we have a new door and so you don’t have to knock? Just come straight in” Debbie laughed before she shut the door. Tom looked at me and laughed before he opened the door himself. “Mum, that was strange” Tom laughed.

“It’s your childhood home though Tom, there really is no need to knock” Debbie called out from the living room. Tom shook his head, laughing, before leading me through to the living room where the whole family were.

An hour later and Tom, Carrie and I were sat chatting in the garden whilst Debbie and Tom’s dad Bob were in the kitchen cooking dinner. “Hey Tee, are you alright? You’re very quiet” Carrie asked. I placed my hand above my eyes to shade the sun from them and so I could see Carrie who was sat opposite me. “I’m fine Carrie, it’s just a bit weird being here...” I said.

“You’ve been back many times since though, haven’t you?” Carrie asked.

“Carrie, maybe Tee doesn’t want to talk about this right now” Tom turned to Carrie and hissed.

“No it’s fine. I’ve been back twice since it happened but it doesn’t stop things feeling weird” I smiled softly. “I’m sorry” Carrie whispered. It was only now that I realised that tears were leaking from my eyes. I turned to Tom who was watching me, concerned. I then burst out into full sobbing. Tom moved over and wrapped his arms around me, pulling me close to sob into his chest. “Carrie, can you go get some tissues and a glass of water for Treasure please?” I heard Tom asked.

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Ergh.

I'm sure a lot of my blog posts this year have been called 'ergh'.

I apologize for not blogging yesterday, I had a massive headache and didn't want to go on my laptop. Even though I spent an hour and a half on Twitter, tweeting about Big Brother...so much that I ended up in Twitter jail, something that hasn't happened in ages! Anyway, I don't have a memory on hand to write about so I'm just going to say that all the people in Big Brother this year are complete idiot's really but I will still end up watching it all...

xox

Film Day

I've spent most of today sitting/lying in bed watching films because I've felt crappy and haven't had anything else to do. Actually, it started last night. I watched Bridesmaids. Then today I've watched Life As We Know It, Just Go With It and now I'm watching The Switch. My favourite has been Just Go With It, it was such a good film! I am getting confused watching The Switch as Jennifer Aniston is in it, and she was in Just Go With It too...confusing!

Anyway, nothing else to say...sorrryy

xox

Sizzling Sunday

Just 'cause, okay.

1)      Disrespectful, smokes and skin-head/bald

2)      Dimples, beautiful eyes and good sense in shoes

3)      Ornithophobia – but mainly just the pigeons. It’s not so much a phobia, more just like a fear. But I really do not like them and scream at them and hate them so much.

4)      Tom Fletcher and Katy Perry

5)      Nope and nope

6)      Finding Nemo

7)      Laura Jade Pay

8)      McFly

9)      Katy Perry or Jessie J

10)   I walk into things and trip over things all the time. I can’t walk in a straight line. My most embarrassing memory I wrote down in this blog post (http://skitzyy.blogspot.co.uk/2012/05/questions-d.html)

Kat Says: Magic!

I can't do alliteration for today, I'm sorry...

But anyway, magic!!

I don't actually believe in magic. But I love magicians and what they do. I love more, however, spending hours trying to figure out how on earth they managed to do that magic trick.

I used to have a box of magic tricks when I was younger...I could only do like 4 of them...

I can do a few magic card tricks.

But that's about it. Magicians freak me out kinda (I'm freaked out by near enough everything...) but I still love what they do and so called 'magic'

xox

Friday Feelings

I don't know why each day this week has included the day of the week in the title and alliteration but it's continuing. Today I am almost reviewing a book...but I'm not as it's not Thursday...and because I can't review things to save my life.

I finished reading My Sisters Keeper by Jodi Picoult today. It was the second time I've read it and it's one of my top favourite books and it has been since I first read it. I love it. Yet I also absolutely hate it. I do with all of Jodi Picoult books. I always hate the endings of her books. My Sisters Keeper is no exception, the ending is awful and horrible and mean and I hate it. But it is so much better than the film. My mum called me heartless because I didn't cry when I watched the film. Before I watched it, I found out that the other person dies at the end. You would figure, reading or watching, that the girl with cancer dies. Out of all the characters, you almost expect her to die. So watching the film, I was prepared for this. The film bases more upon the dying sister compared to the book which focuses' more on the court case and the other sister. And then she fucking dies, 10 pages before the end of the book after wining the rights to her own body. After going through a court case doing this because her sister, the one with cancer, doesn't want to be doing this anymore, doesn't want to be alive with cancer. She wants out. So her sister fights for her rights to her body so she can say no to the kidney transplant so her sister can die. But no, 10 pages before the end there is a car accident which you don't find out much about but she dies and then her sister gets her kidney and is perfectly fine years later. At the end of the book, the last chapter, is told from the POV of the cancer sister. None of the other chapters are from her POV and I always want to scream at her that she should have died, that the other one shouldn't have. I cried both times reading the book. I hate it. Yet it is really really good.

I am sorry for giving away the whole end of the book but it's still brilliant and you should read it. I want to know if you feel the same, that you both love and hate it.

xox