“Oh Tom” I
whispered, looking back down into my lap.
“I’m sorry
that this might have jeopardised our friendship but I felt it was about time I
told you” Tom said. “Why did you go out with Jaz and Sam if you liked me then?”
I asked.
“Because I
knew that there was never a chance for us Tee” Tom replied.
“But how do
you know that?” I asked.
“Because you
don’t feel the same about me as I do for you!” Tom laughed dryly.
“Tom,
everything you said about why you love
me I can say about you. Well, apart from going down the shop in trackies, no
make-up and hair tied into plaits” I said. “And I love you as a friend, you are
my bestest friend in the world Tom. But I don’t think I love you love you” I
whispered.
“I
understand that Treasure” Tom whispered back. I reached over and took hold of
his head. Tom looked over and smiled before he squeezed my hand gently. “I’m
sorry Tom” I smiled.
“Don’t be
sweetie, it’s not your fault that I like you” Tom said.
“I know, but
I am sorry that I don’t feel the same. And I don’t want to pretend that I do
just to please you as if it doesn’t work out I don’t think we could be as close
friends as we are now” I said.
“I totally
understand Treasure” Tom smiled.
“Thank you”
I smiled back.
“I’m going
to go and do some work for a bit, is that okay?” Tom asked.
“Of course”
I replied, letting go of Tom’s hand.
“I’ll be
down for dinner” Tom said as he got up and left the room.
“Okay” I
whispered.
10 minutes
later and I was still sat on my bed staring straight ahead. I grabbed Tom’s
Macbook that was still on my desk before I locked my door. I turned the laptop
on and went onto Skype before going onto Twitter and DMing Will to get online.
5 minutes later he appeared on Skype and invited me to a video chat. Seconds
later, his face lit up my screen. “Hey doll face. Of geez, what the hell has
happened?” Will asked.
“How do you
know?” I giggled.
“You look
like you are about to burst into tears any second soon honey” Will sighed.
“Tom just
told me that he loves me” I said before I burst out crying.
“Fucking
hell dude!” Will grinned.
“What?” I
sniffed.
“Get in
there girl!” Will grinned.
“But I don’t
feel the same back! I adore him but I don’t love him like that” I said, wiping
my eyes with my sleeve. “Honey, you are honestly both perfect for each other,
like I said yesterday. And to be honest, I kind of already knew” Will said.
“Tom fucking
told you and you didn’t think about telling me!?” I growled.
“No he didn’t tell me but it was bloody obvious
yesterday where he kept placing his arm around you and kissing your head and
sharing his food with you. And when he mentioned that he had thought about
asking you out but didn’t want to risk losing you as a best mate and a girlfriend.
And when you came down and were dancing on the table with him you left because
he got a boner, didn’t you?” Will asked. I lowered my head.Word Count: 10,191
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