“How did I
not see this yesterday? I just thought he was drunk so was being silly” I
whispered.
“He was
hammered when he got the boner, but it didn’t mean that he didn’t like you. He
was grinding up against you for goodness sake! If I was doing that up against
Prince Harry and I was drunk I would still get a bloody boner! But the rest of
the time he wasn’t drunk sweetie” Will smiled softly. “I don’t know what to do”
I whispered.
“Well you
don’t like him like he likes you, do you?” Will asked.
“I don’t
think so” I whispered.
“What do you
mean you don’t think so?” Will laughed.
“Well I love
him to death, as my best mate. But maybe my feelings are stronger” I shrugged.
“Well surely
you would know if you were in love love
with him” Will said.
“I’ve never
been in love before though Will so how do I know what love actually is?” I
asked.
“Well what
do you think in your heart that love is?” Will asked.
“Butterflies
in your tummy, wanting to be with the other person all the time, loving the
little things that they do...” I replied before shrugging. “I don’t know”
“Well do you
get any of those feelings when you are around Tom?” Will asked.
“I don’t get
butterflies in my tummy around Tom and I don’t want to be with him all the
time. I hate it when he goes on tour or on holiday for a few weeks as I get
lonely but the day before he comes back I always feel sick with nerves that I’ve
done something to muck up the house or something. And I do love all the stupid
little things that he does, but he’s my best mate” I replied.
“To me, it
sounds like your feelings are a little stronger then friendship. You want to be
with him more than you get to and you get butterflies about seeing him when you
haven’t seen him in a while” Will said.
“What should
I do Will?” I whispered.
“Go speak to
him” Will said.
“And say
what?!” I yelled.
“Shh, calm
down” Will laughed as Tom walked into the room. “Just go tell him that you
don’t have the same feelings towards him as he does towards you, but you
believe that you have stronger feelings for him than just as a best mate.
However, as you have never been in love before, you don’t know whether what you
do feel towards him is in fact love” Will said. I watched Tom’s face as Will
told him how I felt. “Doll face? What’s up?” Will asked.
“You just helped me out big time. I have to go
though, I will speak to you later” I looked down at my laptop and said. “Fine
whatever okay bye” Will muttered before he left. I looked up at Tom and took a
deep breath. “Why couldn’t you have told me that yourself?” Tom askedWord Count: 10,697
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