Change of Heart

I currently have big decisions to make and I have no idea how I am going to make them. I love photography but I am finding the course that I am on easy and boring. I feel as though I am clever enough to be doing something else. And I've just announced to people what I have been debating about in my head for AGES now. The fact that I still kinda really want to be a teacher. Which I really should have figured out before I chose to do this diploma.

I don't know what to do now though. I think I have officially decided that I don't want to go to Uni to do photography. And that I am going to have to stay away from home and get myself in a tonne of debt.

I don't know what I need though to go on to do teaching at Uni. I don't know whether I need specific A Levels or not, I need to really look into it. If I do, I don't know whether I should give up photography and start A Levels...or to continue photography and then do another 2 years of A Levels. It will be hard/near enough impossible to get into colleges now however to do A Levels, unless I stick at the college that I am now. Which I don't really fancy doing.

I don't think that next year I would like to live away from home. And I would have liked to have saved up beforehand, so should I take a gap year in between both and try and find a job? Or should I just throw myself into the uncomfortable deep end?

I don't know what I'm doing :/

Apart from watching 8 Out Of 10 Cats.


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