Thursday, 31 May 2012

Laura Reviews: Thursday Thoughts!

I'm a Taurus.
Which to mean, means nothing. It's my favourite star sign as it is the one I remember most. I don't know how many I know, maybe them all? Let's see: Taurus, Cancer, Leo, Aries, Capricorn, Sagittarius, Libra...I think these are the only ones I can name...I know there are more and I've most likely heard of them, but these are the ones that I actually remember. I'll just go look.

Gemini
Virgo
Scorpio
Aquarius
Pisces

I think I might have to actually sit down and learn more about the star signs. I like the idea behind them and would like to know more about them. I'd like to know the actual order of them (I don't know if I would remember the exact dates D:) and what is behind them all and stuff.

Okay so for next Thursday I am going to know all of the star signs in order and know a bit more about them. Challenge on.

xox

Wednesday, 30 May 2012

Writing Wednesday


“I would have done...eventually. I didn’t know what was going on so Skyped Will for his help and he made me realise how I felt. You just happened to walk in as he was telling me how I felt and how I should tell you” I replied.
“So you’ve never been in love before and so you don’t know if the feelings you do have for me are in fact love?” Tom asked as he walked over and sat down on the bottom of my bed.
“Yes” I replied.
“How do you feel?” Tom asked.
“I get butterflies when you’ve been away for a few weeks and you are about to come back. I’ve always told myself that it’s because I believe that I have wrecked the house or something but it’s not. I miss you when you’re away. I love every little thing you do and everything about you. But I’ve always told myself that it’s because you’re my best friend. Maybe I’ve been trying to deny my own brain about the fact that I like you more than just as friends” I said. Tom laughed.
“I went through those exact feelings for over 3 years before I realised my true feelings. I tried denying myself once I had realised but I couldn’t, I had fallen for you” Tom smiled.
“So...what are we going to do?” I asked.
“Let’s just take things as they go Treasure. We’re going to my parents for dinner tomorrow and then going to Australia, we’ll see how we feel after, okay?” Tom smiled.
“Alright” I smiled back.

The next morning Tom drove the both of us to his parents. We were trying to be normal around each other, but things were naturally awkward. We weren’t calling each other pet names, were just sticking to our own names and straight after dinner together the night before, we both went straight to our rooms. We were currently sat in the car, listening to Radio One. Half an hour into the drive, Tom leant over and turned the radio down. “I can’t take this anymore Tee, this is exactly why I didn’t want to tell you” Tom said, glancing briefly at me.
“I’m sorry; I just don’t know to act around you. I know nothing should change but they have” I whispered. “I understand why things are awkward, I just wish they weren’t Tee” Tom sighed.
“I wish I knew if I felt the same as you; if whether my feelings were stronger than friendship. At least that would help us know where things stood” I said.
“In an ideal world I wish that I didn’t feel like this, and then things would be fine” Tom said.
“So you would rather we were friends then in a relationship?” I asked.
“I’m not saying that...” Tom whispered. I looked over at him and he was grinning.
“See, that smile melts me. Does that say something?” I asked.
“It says that you like my smile” Tom laughed.
“Well I do like your smile...but I could like you as a friend and like your smile. God; everything is so confusing” I sighed.

Word Count: 11,219

Tuesday, 29 May 2012

Tuesday Troubles

The trouble is, is that I can't think of a memory to write about...

So you are going to get this:

I opened my door to let my cat out just now and there was a big spider. But as it was dark, it didn't look too bad. Until Leo stepped on it and it ran down the hall. I then asked my brother if would be a hero and remove the spider because I didn't want it coming into my room. He comes out of his room and asks where it is as he turns the light on. I say the other side of the cat bed. My brother lifts it up and the spider runs out and runs around his feet, causing my brother to jump. I screamed and shut my door. A few seconds later he goes 'it's gone'.

I'm sorry but I don't like spiders, not many people do.

xox

Monday, 28 May 2012

Monday Moanings

I'm in a pretty good mood actually but some people have annoyed me so much tonight. Not purposely. I've just casually gone onto my twitter dash and seen a tweet that has annoyed me. And quite a few times. But ahh well, that's life.

College was alright today. Bit of a strange day...but it was still good.

I don't know what else to say :/ so I'm going to go...byeee

xox

Sunday, 27 May 2012

Question Time

There are only 6 more questions from this question thing and I cba to go look for another just yet so I'll answer these and then tell you some shizzle...


51) Something I should have said a long time ago. I like this crazy mucked up world that I live in.
52) What my last text message says. Good luck with today xxx
53) What I hate most about myself. My lack of confidence in everything I do.
54) Biggest turn ons. Kinda already had this? Dimples, wit and caring.
55) What words upset me the most. When people talk about me? When they tell me that I’m not overweight, because I know that I am. In life? Cancer.
56) What I hate/hated the most about school. PE.

Right, okay :D

I am kinda doing another 365 at the moment. I don't really know what it is but I've been taking the photos for over a week and they all include me so basically it is just like the last project I did...which sucks a bit as it's not AS fun...but ahh well :')

My left arm is in pain due to the stupid nurse guy. It is all swollen and bruised and yucky.

And I am hungry.

And tired.

xox

Saturday, 26 May 2012

Kat Says: Cats!

It made me laugh when I wrote the title to this blog post..

Anyway; cats!

I have one cat. He's called Leonardo Benjamin Pumba Pay. Or just Leo. Or Lilo. Or fatty. Or whatever you want to call him, he's not really that fussy. He is currently lying asleep at the bottom of my bed being all adorable. I adore him like anything. He is a bengal leopard cat and turned 4 this year.

Before Leo we had a cat called Smudge who was a black and white cat. He was adorable and I loved him like anything. But then he passed away; I can't remember if I have ever mentioned the story on my blog but I'm not really in the mood to mention it again. I will look afterwards to see if I have done and if I have I will link it at the bottom.

Anyway, the debate on whether I prefer cats or dogs still is unanswered. I grew up around dogs. When I was a baby and my mum and dad were together they had a dog called Ben. And then my mum and dad split up and when we moved into the last house we had a dog called Harley. Then we got rid of him and ended up with two more dogs called Harvey and Lucy. My grandparents have always had dogs and so has my dad. I love dogs. But I love Leo and loved Smudge so much.

Leo is the most stupidest yet clever cat ever. I have taught him to sit and give me his paw for his treats which I have recently changed to high five which is quite fun. He can jump through a hula hoop. He is the chattiest cat ever and everyone around where I live talks to him and he talks back. He likes food. Human food. He loves courgette. And chips. He likes most food.

I don't really know what else to say. Omigod I can't remember the name of the cat, but they are big versions of a bengal leopard cat. Literally, huge for cats. There are Maine Coons which are big cats but the ones I'm thinking of are skinny and 'leopard-y' :')

Anyway, yeah...cya

xox

Friday, 25 May 2012

Sleeeepy

Ohai there.

The lump in my back isn't genetic which is good news :)
I also was fully sedated which was a weird experience...
I also have a lot of pain in my left arm because they put the needle in half an hour or so before they were meant to put the anesthetic in but when I got into the room where they did the checks the guy realised that the other guy hadn't put it in right...after he had put more saline into it so it bubbled up. Thankfully I did not see this, just realised the pain afterwards. It still hurts now and I am not looking forward to it bruising which it most likely will do :/ ahh well

BUT I CAN EAT NOW <3
Happy!

Had Indian for dinner. Nom nom so good!

xox

Thursday, 24 May 2012

Laura Reviews: Not Eating!

Why hello there :P

Again, like normal, this isn't really me reviewing anything...

But basically, I am going to hospital tomorrow so they can do checks to see whether the lump in my back is genetic or not and I have to be fully sedated and so I haven't been able to eat since midday today. My thing isn't until gone 1 tomorrow. Beforehand I thought 'shit, how the hell am I meant to go 24 hours without food?' because I love food and I couldn't give it up. I would love to go on a hunger strike to promote a cause that I like and now I actually feel like I would be able to. I know I had breakfast and lunch, but not much. I'm not hungry at all. But then I think it's because I know that I can't eat, so I'm trying not to think about it (trying not to think about it...yeah, so that's why I'm writing my blog post on food!). I think tomorrow will be harder though :/ but oh well! Getting up early to hopefully get tickets to see Jessie J next year :D ahhhh!!!


xox

Wednesday, 23 May 2012

STORY TIME!!


“How did I not see this yesterday? I just thought he was drunk so was being silly” I whispered.
“He was hammered when he got the boner, but it didn’t mean that he didn’t like you. He was grinding up against you for goodness sake! If I was doing that up against Prince Harry and I was drunk I would still get a bloody boner! But the rest of the time he wasn’t drunk sweetie” Will smiled softly. “I don’t know what to do” I whispered.
“Well you don’t like him like he likes you, do you?” Will asked.
“I don’t think so” I whispered.
“What do you mean you don’t think so?” Will laughed.
“Well I love him to death, as my best mate. But maybe my feelings are stronger” I shrugged.
“Well surely you would know if you were in love love with him” Will said.
“I’ve never been in love before though Will so how do I know what love actually is?” I asked.
“Well what do you think in your heart that love is?” Will asked.
“Butterflies in your tummy, wanting to be with the other person all the time, loving the little things that they do...” I replied before shrugging. “I don’t know”
“Well do you get any of those feelings when you are around Tom?” Will asked.
“I don’t get butterflies in my tummy around Tom and I don’t want to be with him all the time. I hate it when he goes on tour or on holiday for a few weeks as I get lonely but the day before he comes back I always feel sick with nerves that I’ve done something to muck up the house or something. And I do love all the stupid little things that he does, but he’s my best mate” I replied.
“To me, it sounds like your feelings are a little stronger then friendship. You want to be with him more than you get to and you get butterflies about seeing him when you haven’t seen him in a while” Will said.
“What should I do Will?” I whispered.
“Go speak to him” Will said.
“And say what?!” I yelled.
“Shh, calm down” Will laughed as Tom walked into the room. “Just go tell him that you don’t have the same feelings towards him as he does towards you, but you believe that you have stronger feelings for him than just as a best mate. However, as you have never been in love before, you don’t know whether what you do feel towards him is in fact love” Will said. I watched Tom’s face as Will told him how I felt. “Doll face? What’s up?” Will asked.
“You just helped me out big time. I have to go though, I will speak to you later” I looked down at my laptop and said. “Fine whatever okay bye” Will muttered before he left. I looked up at Tom and took a deep breath. “Why couldn’t you have told me that yourself?” Tom asked


Word Count: 10,697

Tuesday, 22 May 2012

Shitty Mood

I'm not in a very good mood tonight :/ I don't know why but I'm not feeling myself. I hate being in shitty moods as I usually end up doing something stupid. I think some things have just sunk in and people have right pissed me off. Probably not meaning to but this is me and I take everything to heart. Which I must learn not to do. I loved the beginning of this year, I had so much to look forward to but now I have nothing. Literally nothing. Oh apart from hospital appointments. And reading. Which, although I enjoy, I wish I had something special to look forward to this year. Last year I had so much. This year, I've already done the things. Met Kat, saw Chuckle Brothers and saw McFly live twice. I won't be meeting them this year so don't have that to look forward to. :/ hmm

xox

Monday, 21 May 2012

Herrow :)

I had a really nice day today :)

I got to the train station this morning to go to college and after a few minutes this man and his son (of around 2 I would guess) walked onto the platform. The little boy kept looking at me and grinning, so I grinned back. Then his dad picked him up as the train was coming into the station. The little boy went 'Twain! Twain!' and started waving with both hands at the train, it was adorable. And then I got on the train and they stayed on the platform (I think the mum was out front buying advance tickets for some when else, I guess) I sat down in my usual seat and as the train started moving, the little boy started waving at me and so I waved back. It made my morning.

And then I got to college and at lunch I taught Rosie, Kaya and Natalie how to play Sopio and they enjoyed it which is good! The more people who like Sopio, the better the world is :P

I was then walking back from college to the train station and I was walking through the car park and I got to the door, where the machine for where you buy your parking ticket is, and a woman stopped me and asked if I had change for £1 as she only needed 10p and didn't want to waste the other 90p. I said sure, looked in my purse and just handed her a 10p and said 'don't bother giving me it back'. She went 'no no no!' and chucked a 5p and a 2p coin into my purse :') This made my afternoon as I have a 'money box' (which is actually a VERY LARGE bottle...I will post a picture some when...) which I put 1p's, 2p's and 5p's in as I hate carrying them around with me and so I got to put them in there :D

I also finished reading Something Blue by Emily Giffin. I really enjoyed all of the first book in the 'series' but this one took a while to get into. However the last 100 pages or so where fabulous!

And I realise that saying I will post a picture of my money bottle probably won't happen. I said over a month ago that I would post photos from a photo shoot that I did of my friend Jasmine and I never did, did I?

I will do...at some point...just wait :')


xox

Sunday, 20 May 2012

Sunday Questions


41) Where I would like to live. London, Bristol, up north somewhere. Somewhere where I will get an accent...
42) The nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me. The things that a friend Keira has said about me on Facebook. She is far too kind.
43) Do I like where I am right now? In life? Yes. Living? No.
44) What I can hear right now. I Kissed A Girl but the McFly version which never fails to make me laugh seeing as they don't change the lyrics 
45) My relationship with my sibling(s). My brother (well actually, he’s my half brother...) is alright. At times he is lovely but others (most of the time...) he is annoying.
46) All of the pets I’ve ever had. We’ve had this question before...
47) My biggest worry currently. About hospital on Friday :/
48) Something I’ve wished for repeatedly. That Amy and I will be friends forever...
49) My relationship with my parents. My relationship with my mum is strong and lovely. My dads isn't.
50) What words make me the best about myself. What?

Saturday, 19 May 2012

Kat Says: McWeddings!

Well this is actually what I was expecting the topic to be last week but it wasn't :P

Tiovanna got married last Saturday and my heart was shattered as my future hubby got married.

Joke. He's still going to marry me, he just doesn't realise how perfect we are for each other yet ;)

I am so glad that out of near enough everyone in the world, Tom married Giovanna. She is beautiful and lovely. She likes the McFly fans and she is a good person for people to look up to. I am happy for them, honestly, and although it would be a lie if I said I wasn't a tinsy bit jealous, I am not over the top, crying because the guy I love is married, jealous. I love the story of how they met and how they got together. I also love how Tom proposed to her and it was beautiful and gorgeous and perfect.

And then Harry proposed to Izzy. Which is also beautiful as they are both lovely and Izzy is beautiful and lovely and also a good person for people to look up to and she likes the McFly fans too. Although I don't know much about how Harry proposed to Izzy, it is still beautiful that he did it on a beach in St Lucia.

I also hate the fact that Tom and Gi 'sold' their wedding to Ok! magazine...well, paid them to take photos. I hate people who do that as it is stupid and...I just don't like it. Of course I will still buy the magazine as I would love to see the photos, but I would have been much happier if they would have just posted a couple photos online and been done with it.

But that's life :)

McWeddings are adorable and it feels like my boys are all growing up, despite them being older and not my boys <3

xox

Friday, 18 May 2012

AND NOW YOUR JUST A KAYAK

THAT I USED TO ROW

That was at the top of my instagram this morning and I was in hysterics for ages. It was so darn good!

That is all..


xox

Laura Reviews: One Day!

Apologies for this going up a day late. I wrote this on Word yesterday but the internet was playing up so never posted it :/ Anyway; here we go.

This is about the book One Day by David Nicholls and the film adaptation of this book, not literally about one day of my life...

Basically, the two main characters are Emma and Dex and it is about this one day, throughout the years of their lives. I don't want to say too much otherwise I'll give it away, and I am good at giving things away. But I advice you to read the book. The book is brilliant despite one part of it being awful. There is an ending to the book, obviously, but to me there are almost two endings. The actual physical ending of the book and then the other ending (I would say more about this ending but it would give too much away...sorry! You'll just have to read it to find out!). I like the actual physical ending of the book, I like the way it has been done. But I absolutely hate the other ending. It is stupid and annoyingly written.

And the film is basically the same. If you don't enjoy the book, then don't watch the film. I advice you to read the book first as then you understand what is going on. I watched the film for the first time on Wednesday with my mum and I had to keep telling her what was going on as she didn't understand parts of it. I liked the endings the same in the film as I did the book; I liked the actual ending but not the other ending. Which was even more stupid in the film.

Another point to the film, if you really don't like bad English accent's then prepare yourself. Anne Hathaway plays Emma and puts on an English accent which is terrible to begin with but after a while you get used to it (well, I did at least!).

The book is great though and I do encourage you to try and read it. The film is a bit pointless and you probably won't understand it without the book, you might want to give the film a miss altogether.

Book: *****
Film: ***

Wednesday, 16 May 2012

Storyyyy


“Oh Tom” I whispered, looking back down into my lap.
“I’m sorry that this might have jeopardised our friendship but I felt it was about time I told you” Tom said. “Why did you go out with Jaz and Sam if you liked me then?” I asked.
“Because I knew that there was never a chance for us Tee” Tom replied.
“But how do you know that?” I asked.
“Because you don’t feel the same about me as I do for you!” Tom laughed dryly.
“Tom, everything you said about why you love me I can say about you. Well, apart from going down the shop in trackies, no make-up and hair tied into plaits” I said. “And I love you as a friend, you are my bestest friend in the world Tom. But I don’t think I love you love you” I whispered.
“I understand that Treasure” Tom whispered back. I reached over and took hold of his head. Tom looked over and smiled before he squeezed my hand gently. “I’m sorry Tom” I smiled.
“Don’t be sweetie, it’s not your fault that I like you” Tom said.
“I know, but I am sorry that I don’t feel the same. And I don’t want to pretend that I do just to please you as if it doesn’t work out I don’t think we could be as close friends as we are now” I said.
“I totally understand Treasure” Tom smiled.
“Thank you” I smiled back.
“I’m going to go and do some work for a bit, is that okay?” Tom asked.
“Of course” I replied, letting go of Tom’s hand.
“I’ll be down for dinner” Tom said as he got up and left the room.
“Okay” I whispered.

10 minutes later and I was still sat on my bed staring straight ahead. I grabbed Tom’s Macbook that was still on my desk before I locked my door. I turned the laptop on and went onto Skype before going onto Twitter and DMing Will to get online. 5 minutes later he appeared on Skype and invited me to a video chat. Seconds later, his face lit up my screen. “Hey doll face. Of geez, what the hell has happened?” Will asked.
“How do you know?” I giggled.
“You look like you are about to burst into tears any second soon honey” Will sighed.
“Tom just told me that he loves me” I said before I burst out crying.
“Fucking hell dude!” Will grinned.
“What?” I sniffed.
“Get in there girl!” Will grinned.
“But I don’t feel the same back! I adore him but I don’t love him like that” I said, wiping my eyes with my sleeve. “Honey, you are honestly both perfect for each other, like I said yesterday. And to be honest, I kind of already knew” Will said.
“Tom fucking told you and you didn’t think about telling me!?” I growled.
“No he didn’t tell me but it was bloody obvious yesterday where he kept placing his arm around you and kissing your head and sharing his food with you. And when he mentioned that he had thought about asking you out but didn’t want to risk losing you as a best mate and a girlfriend. And when you came down and were dancing on the table with him you left because he got a boner, didn’t you?” Will asked. I lowered my head.




Word Count: 10,191

-.- songs.

This was my post for yesterday, my iPod (AGAIN) decided against uploading it though so I decided to write it on here, now, for you :D

I like music. A lot. I listen to music. A lot. I also like writing songs. Well, rewriting songs. And making them about fish...I do that. A lot.

For example, my remake of I Believe I Can Fly:

I believe I can fish.
I believe I can fish for fingers.
I think about it every night and day.
Spread my flippers and fly away.


I made that up on the spot a while back in English. Amy was talking to me about the work and I was singing my song. She was ignoring me but still talking to me. I got to the second to last line, said it and then stopped. A few seconds later after thinking about what the last line could be, I said it. Which resulted in us both in hysterics for ages. You had to be there, I guess.

Another thing about songs, I used to think that the songs We're Going To Ibiza by Vengaboys always said 'We're going to eat pizza' which I thought was strange as the next line 'back to the island' didn't make any sense at all....

So yars :D I like rewriting songs :D

xox

Monday, 14 May 2012

Ahhh!!

I was going to post photos and such and talk about what I have been up to but apparently the server is unavailable on my laptop for blogspot :/ grrrrr

That is all.
Xox

Sunday, 13 May 2012

Question Sunday.


31) What I would do if I won the lottery. Buy a new house for us all to live in and then buy my husky.
32) A description of the boy I like. Short dark blonde hair, chocolatey brown eyes, a dimple in his left cheek...fit...guess who? ;)
33) What I love most about myself. The fact that I can make friends easily online and I am random and myself, despite being told a lot that I am immature and annoying. I know I am annoying but I am not going to stop being myself. I also really like my eyes...
34) My biggest pet peeves. Where do I start?...
35) What bands I’ve seen live. McFly, Sugarbabes, The Struts, Ivyrise, Dive Bella Dive...
36) Who my best friends are. I’ve answered this before? Why have it twice on the same question thing!?
37) How many kids I want in the future. 2 or 3
38) My idea of a perfect date. Somewhere surrounded by people yet where we can talk in peace. Not the cinema.
39) What I’m really good at. Photography, writing rubbish fanfics, being annoying and talking too much.
40) Most traumatic experience. Hearing my cat coughing and spluttering under my bed minutes before he died downstairs :/

Saturday, 12 May 2012

Kat Says: The Colour Of A Banana :) !

Well there isn't much to say. I don't like banana's but the point is my opinion on the colour of a banana. Well it really depends on what colour the banana is...they are mainly yellow, but if they aren't ripe then they are green. Or if they are 'old' then they are black.

Well anyway, my opinion on the colour of a banana is good. I like the yellow.

xox

Friday, 11 May 2012

Change of Heart

I currently have big decisions to make and I have no idea how I am going to make them. I love photography but I am finding the course that I am on easy and boring. I feel as though I am clever enough to be doing something else. And I've just announced to people what I have been debating about in my head for AGES now. The fact that I still kinda really want to be a teacher. Which I really should have figured out before I chose to do this diploma.

I don't know what to do now though. I think I have officially decided that I don't want to go to Uni to do photography. And that I am going to have to stay away from home and get myself in a tonne of debt.

I don't know what I need though to go on to do teaching at Uni. I don't know whether I need specific A Levels or not, I need to really look into it. If I do, I don't know whether I should give up photography and start A Levels...or to continue photography and then do another 2 years of A Levels. It will be hard/near enough impossible to get into colleges now however to do A Levels, unless I stick at the college that I am now. Which I don't really fancy doing.

I don't think that next year I would like to live away from home. And I would have liked to have saved up beforehand, so should I take a gap year in between both and try and find a job? Or should I just throw myself into the uncomfortable deep end?

I don't know what I'm doing :/

Apart from watching 8 Out Of 10 Cats.


xox

Thursday, 10 May 2012

Laura Reviews: Omegle!

Omegle is a 'chat site' as such. Basically you get given a random stranger who is also on the site to talk to. It can be rather amusing, but it can get a bit disturbing but it's fine as you can just end the conversation.

So yeah...that's it :')

It's fun, but be prepared to come across some weirdos.

xox

Wednesday, 9 May 2012

S T O R Y .


“I couldn’t say it to you Treasure, that’s why I wrote you the letter” Tom whispered. “But I don’t understand the letter” I sighed.
“Go downstairs and read it again. I’ll come and explain it to you in about 5 minutes. I just need to think” Tom said.
“Okay” I said as I got to my feet. “You are a strange boy Tommy but don’t you dare change, I like you just the way you are” I smiled before I left the room.

10 minutes later and I had read through the letter a couple more times. And I still didn’t get why he was thanking me for everything. I put the pieces of paper down beside me before running a hand through my hair. Just as Tom knocked on my door. “Yeah come in honey” I said. Tom pushed my door open and smiled softly. “Figured it out?” He asked.
“No I don’t get why you are thanking me for everything” I said. Tom walked over and sat down next to me on the bed. “Explain it to me please” I said, looking over at him.
“You mean a lot to me, Treasure. I don’t know how I would have been able to cope during my life without you. You have always been there through the good times and the bad. I don’t appreciate you enough and everything that you do for me” Tom said.
“Oh Tom you soppy boy. You thank me enough for everything. And there was no need for the letter, you could have easily just told me” I laughed.
“I can’t explain in words what I mean by the letter though Tee” Tom sighed.
“How come?” I asked.
“Because I can’t explain my feelings” Tom replied.
“I don’t understand” I said.
“I like you...probably more than I should do Tee. But I don’t want to lose you. I have no idea why I am even telling you this because I know that you don’t feel the same and I know that there is a chance that you won’t want to speak to me anymore. But I can’t hold it in any more. I like you Treasure and I have done for the past 5 years” Tom said, staring straight ahead. I looked down at my hands in my lap, unsure on what to now say. “I’m sorry” Tom whispered after a minute or so in silence. He went to stand up but I grabbed hold of his arm. “Are you telling me that you...that you fancy me?” I asked.
“I don’t fancy you Tee. I am full blown, head over heels in love with you” Tom replied.
“How? Why? I don’t get why” I said.
“I don’t know how. But why? You are amazing, beautiful and head strong. You know what you want with life. You make me laugh. You are one of the only people who can have me in stitches within seconds of me walking through the door. I love the way you don’t care what people think of you and the way you’ll go down to the shops in your trackies and no make-up, hair tied into plaits. You are gorgeous and quirky. Everything about you is attractive and makes me smile. After a horrible day I just have to look at you and I am happy again” Tom said.

Word Count: 9,624

Tuesday, 8 May 2012

Ergh

I feel ill. My head kills and I feel sick. I can't think of a memory to write about at this moment. So yeah :/


xox

Monday, 7 May 2012

It's My Birthday :D

And it has been a blooming good day <3
I am officially 17 which although that doesn't mean much to me seeing as I don't wish to learn to drive, I feel like 17 is considered more 'respected' than being 16. People will, hopefully, take me more seriously that I am one step closer to being officially an 'adult'.

Anyway, moving on.

I had three of my closest friends round last night to this morning and it was lovely and fun. We made smoothies and played on the Wii and played Sopio and chatted and it was just lovely <3


This is a picture of me (middle) and two of my girls, Amy (who you know...) and Chloe. I adore this photo. And I adore these girls. For my birthday, Amy painted me this little owl and it says 'Owl Be There For You' at the top and it is adorable and cute.
And she also made me an adorable video that I love so so much <3

She also gave me a joint present with Chloe which again was adorable and cute and I love it so so much. They gave me a 'My Life Story' which is a diary for my whole life. I am to fill it with memories and photos and amazingness and beautiful things. I am so excited to start it and fill it with awesome moments of my life <3

Robyn (not photographed in that photo...) got me a load of random things. Bubbles, Matey bubblebath, a chocolate lollipop, a Nemo growing flannel and an amazing flashing duck. She also made me an owl cushion which is beautiful and lovely and thoughtful and I adore it.


I got a load of other lovely gifts and it was an amazing day/couple of days. I love my friends and family a lot and I have felt extremely loved and spoiled today which everyone should feel once a year on their day.

My mum made me an owl cake which was beautiful too. It tasted amazing as well.

My mum also got me a Boofles dog bear thing. She has one of her own, and so this is Boofles but I just call him 'Boo'.

My aunt also got me an amazing Moon Pig card. I adore it, again.

I have had an amazing day and have enjoyed all of it. I am sad that it's over, but can't wait to live my life being 17 :)


xoxox




Sunday, 6 May 2012

Sunday!

It's Sunnndaaay :D
It's my birthday tomorrowww :D
I have my friends round tonight so am blogging nowww :D
I don't have anything to say thougghhh :D

Oooops!!

Byeee :D

xox

Saturday, 5 May 2012

Kat Says: Summer!

Unlike most people I hate Summer.
I hate the season and the term 'summer holiday' which comes with education.

I don't get on with heat, I hate it. I physically cannot sit in the sun voluntarily for ages. I hate it. I get easily sun burnt too. Despite covering myself in sun cream as well.

I hate the term 'summer holiday' because I just end up getting bored. I used to love it to begin with as school was over but after 2 weeks I was bored as hell. And had another 4 weeks to go. This year I get 2 months off. If I was in Uni I would get like 4 months off. It's pointless. And annoys me.

But then again, when I get a job I bet I will be saying the opposite and wishing I had my summer holidays back.

I just get bored though. My mum is working and my friends are on holiday a lot. We used to go on holiday but now as my brother is older and won't go with us, we don't bother. And because my mum doesn't drive far and there is no way on earth that she would drive us anywhere.

Another point, holidays I've been on have only ever been in this country. Apart from Disney twice but one was in April time and the other in December.

So yeah...

That is my thoughts on Summer.


Friday, 4 May 2012

QUESTIONS :D


21) The one place I want to be right now. At a McFly gig
22) The meanest thing anyone has ever said to me. Something about my weight most likely.
23) Where I have lived before. Only the neighboring village and the village that I live in now.
24) I’ll love you if...you can make me laugh and if you have dimples
25) What are my future plans. I don’t have any to be honest
26) An internal conflict I have with myself. That no one will ever love me :/
27) What I’m doing tomorrow. Washing my hair, helping my mum tidy the house, going to Sainsburys and buying a load of stuff to make smoothies :')
28) What I want to be when I get older. A photographer/teacher
29) Most embarrassing moment. Overhearing a friend on a school trip saying that a teacher looked young out of his teacher gear and thinking she said that she fancied him and having to repeat this to another friend and going ‘I thought she said ‘Yeah, I fancy Mr __’ just as he walked past and heard me...
30) Two of my insecurities. I don’t think I have any? I know that I am overweight but I am fine with it and am currently trying to lose weight. Which is going well.

Thursday, 3 May 2012

Laura Reviews: Life!

Life is gooooood at the moment :)

It is my birthday in 4 days and I have a 6 days weekend :D

And we are getting a blender on Saturday so we can make Smoothies :D

Nom nom!

And I have lost 10lb in 6 weeks :D

And life is just good :')

People are nice and college is well and life is good :')

Oh dear...

I think I had best go, or this is going to turn all sentimental and rubbish....


Wednesday, 2 May 2012

My name is Amy, nice to meet you, can you spare a minute

Helloo its me again :)

Right so I promised I would introduce myself properly and tell you a little bit about myself, so here goes...

My name is Amy and I am studying Art, Maths, Geography and Psychology at colllege. I hope to go to uni afterwards and probably study Psychology. I have long brown hair and hazel coloured eyes and am average height :P My favourite colour is pink, but not bright pink or baby pink, kinda a darkish pinky purple colour. lol. My favourite TV series is probably Scott and Bailey (which has just finished- sadness) but I also like Holby City. I am an eastenders fan I admit it and I absolutely love the sitcom Miranda, and Miranda Hart herself for that matter. After all, she is amazing and such a comedy genius. Infact, as of christmas 2011 I own series 1 and 2 on box set. wooohooo!
My favourite food is pasta oh and garlic bread, but currently am loving pom bears and dried pineapple (not together I may add). My favourite singers are Adele and Jessie J.

Hmmmmm.....what else...

I have an amazing best friend, who I would not change for the world! and we will be the grannies racing around in the nursing home!

Enough said.

Much love

Amy :) xx

Tuesday, 1 May 2012

Falalalala la la la la

Hellooooo its me again :) Amy that is. I do apologise for not talking to you for a while; first time both Laura and I frogot (yes frogot not forgot) and last night I had mountains, and I do mean mountains of art exam prep to do.

So let me tell you about our holiday this year, omg actually its last year but anyway, it is "within the last year" I suppose. Basically, Laura came with me and my mum to Cornwall and we had an amazing time. Espicially going to the otter sanctuary in the pooring rain. But we did get to meet ELLIEE!!! and yes whenever you say her name it has to be said as ELLIEE!! and not simply Ellie. Oh and bed swapping. Yes well both twin beds in our room were extremely creaky and Laura found my bed more comfortable than her own and I found hers more comfortable than my own (for some reason) so basically we swapped after like 2 days, but still the creaking was a nightmare whenever one of us rolled over!

Anyway, I shall be blogging tomorrow aswell for you :D and I think its rather rude that I havn't introduced myself properly, so tomorrow you shall get a post all about ME, whether you're interested or not.

Much Love. Amylia xx