Stuffs

I just realised I had 3 minutes left to blog today. Oops. Oh well. I have not much to say. I went to college today for an hour and 45 minutes. And now I'm freee until next year! Don't know when I go back though.

RP.

I really need to stop roleplaying Phan with people on Omegle so late at night. Le tired.

Have I seriously not blogged since last Wednesday? Like I knew I missed a couple days...but ooohh that's bad, I apologise! I don't have anything to say, like usual, but hey...ONE WEEK UNTIL CHRISTMAS EVE. ahhh excitement!

It's Fine

Less than 20 days until I won't be blogging every day. I haven't decided whether I will keep this blog and post on or whether I'll actually make another. Probably just keep this one and update it once in a while but actually change the background and shizzle because I'm bored of it now :/ we'll see.

A WIMBA WAY

IN THE JUNGLE. THE MIGHTY JUNGLE. THE LION SLEEPS TONIGHT. A WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

IDK

IDK IDK IDK IDK

Tumblr

IS SO FREAKING ADDICTIVE. GOD. NO.

Christmas Tag!

I found a Christmas Tag on tumblr so here we goooo:

1. What is your favorite Christmas song?

Do They Know It's Christmas Time by Band Aid and also Merry Christmas Everybody by Slade. 

2. What is your favorite Christmas treat.

I don't really have one. I don't like mince pies, and I don't really have any special drink. I used to only ever drink Cream Soda at Christmas so that always reminded me of Christmas and I loved it; but now I drink it all year round.

3. What is your favorite childhood Christmas memory?

At the moment it's being in the Year 6 Christmas Production. Mainly because it's because of that that Merry Christmas Everybody is one of my favourite Christmas songs.

4. What is the best Christmas gift you’ve ever given?

I don't know, in all honestly. I've been lucky and have received a load of wonderful gifts. McFly tickets were probably a big one though that I enjoyed the most. 

5. Do you make or buy keepsake ornaments for your family each year?

We've started recently buying a different ornament each year. This year my mum made a load of new decorations. Our house is really Christmassy for once.

6. Would you rather be one of Santa’s elves or a Reindeer?

Reindeer because I want to gallop and fly.

7. Gift wrap or Gift bags?

I do both. But gift bags are easier, I suppose.

8. Do you own a Santa hat?

Yup

9. Do you prefer Black Friday or Day After Christmas Sales?

I'm not American, we don't have Black Friday. Although I do think (and tell them often) that my family should celebrate Christmas on January 25th instead because everything would be cheaper.

10. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate?

Hot Chocolate. Just because I've never had egg nog and it sounds revolting. 

Freezing.

Earliest blog post ever? It's 07:08 in the MORNING. Omigeez. But it's cold and I could really do with a Dan Howell or a Phil Lester to hold me and keep me warm right now. So freaking cold.

TUMBLRIN'

Excuse the spacing, it's fucked up seeing as I just copied and pasted this.

ᄏ: Play any instruments? I can kinda play the keyboard. But that’s it.

ω: Have you ever dyed your hair? If so, what color(s)? Ginger, brunette, red, purple, black...erm yeah

△: Have you ever painted the walls of your room? Yup. They used to be purple and pink but have been ‘chocolate chip’ and ‘cookie dough’ for around 4 years now. I also have the McFly writing painted on one wall along with a couple lines from a song. I also have Galaxy Defenders Stay Forever’ painted on another wall. And I have handprints all the way round my room. So yars.

【・ヘ・?】: Ever tripped in front a bunch of people? Often

＊: When was the last time you tied your hair up? (if your hair is long enough) It’s not really long enough now, but I did it just over a week ago for the lols. But it came out within a few minutes :’)

旦: Last time you drove your car (if you can drive/have one)? I can’t drive!

愛: Are you currently dating? Nope

太: When it's New Year's, do you make New Year Resolutions and actually commit to them? I sometimes do but if I do I rarely commit to them

＠: Ever felt attracted to the opposite sex before? Yes

(｀▽´)Ψ: Did you used to play hide-and-seek when you were little inside stores? Not inside stores that I remember...

(づ￣ ³￣)づ : Have you ever had to hug someone you didn't want to? Yes.

空: Did you ever throw up after one roller coaster ride or a few? Nope, never been on a roller coaster!

☆: Have you ever played games such as 'Spin the Bottle'? Nope

⊙: Are you happy with where you are in life right now? Yes

ヽ(ﾟДﾟ)ﾉ: Have you ever wanted to flip a table before? If so, why? No...

ピ: Did you like Pokemon as a child? At some stages I did. I had my brothers old cards for a while but no one was into it then. I also had a game on the Gameboy that I loved playing.

(⌒.−): Are there times where you wish to go back in time and redo or fix something you regret? Nope, I don’t believe in having regrets.

♪: Do you find yourself singing or humming to yourself sometimes? All the time.

☁: Ever wanted to learn a foreign language? Yees

(;° ロ°): Have you ever lost your wallet or purse? Nope

ス: Have you ever swallowed gum? Yes

♀: Tell me something that turns you on. Dimples

♂: Tell me something that turns you off. Smoking

⅚: Post the link if your current favorite song. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ftNWC8pYbw which only became my current fave song today. Due to only first hearing it today. Well done again, Alex.

ღ: Post a gif of what you're currently feeling right now.

≘: Have you ever watched the sun rise? Nope, too lazy for that :L

☄: Would you defend a friend if they were in danger? Yes

હ: Are you still a virgin? Yes

➍: Ever been to a concert? Was it fun? I’ve been to 6 and they were all fabulous

♛: Do you like group projects? Not much

高: How often do you use headphones/earbuds? everyday

ಲ: Headphones or earbuds? Earphones, technically, but I call them headphones...

♞: Showers or baths? Baths

✗: Walks on the beach or in a forest? Beach

⊙﹏⊙: Which horror movie scared you the most? If any? I don’t watch horror movies lawl

^∇^: Has your best friend ever made you angry? Probably

（．＿．）: Do you think you are an awkward person? I can be, yes

メ: Cupcakes or muffins? Muffins

(●´∀｀●): Ponies or Horses? Horses

♯: Would you like to be able to fly? Not really, would rather teleport!

(ﾉ´▽｀)ﾉ: Ever done or considered to do drugs? Nope and nope

ℝ: What color shirt are you currently wearing? Black with neon dancing robots on it :’)

Æ: What color underwear did you wear yesterday? Grey

☪: Have you ever flipped off someone? Yes

♬: Cats or dogs? Cats

礼: Would you swim in the lake or ocean? Probably

の: Chocolate or Vanilla? Hmm tough one...vanilla probs

◐: Have you ever seen a meteor shower? Nope

ᄇ: Have you ever broken a bone? Nope

었: Any tattoos? Unfortunately no                             

싫: Any piercings? Two in each ear

ℨ: If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go? Hawaii

Σ: Have you ever farted in public before? Probably

ℋ: Tell us a recent awkward moment you had. Ergh no

♔: Know the Duck Song? The Llama Song? Banana Phone? Yes, yes and yes

۞: What shows did you watch when you were a child? Arthur, Tweenies (when I was ickle lickle)...erm Hey Arnold! Was a good one! My Parents Are Aliens...50/50...omg so many good shows!

▼: Could you live without the internet? no

Д: Strangest food you've eaten? I don’t do strange foods.

까: Cookies or brownies? Brownies

Sleeep

Laura is tired. And it's only 20 past 10 in the evening. Obviously. I wouldn't be blogging at 20 past 10 in the morning, what do you take me for? I don't have anything to say, like usual, but I'm going to leave you with this.

READ ALL ABOUT IT

READ ALL ABOUT IT.
NEWS OF THE WORLD
NEWSOFTHEWORLD

I should have really written at least 1 standalone of the 3 I have to write but I didn't. I wrote the beginning to all 3 and then spent my day on Omegle, Roleplaying Phan. -.- this is my life.

Bleeeergh

Sorry I didn't blog yesterday, I felt like shit and never went on my laptop. I still feel shitty today. Blergh. But felt like roleplaying on omegle so came online :') Should really go to bed soon. College tomorrow BLARGH :') night noodles!

RAAAAAAAAAAAWR

I AM A LIONSAUR.

Actually, No

Dan and Phil's Christmas Radio Show will be the death of me. As Pudd are in it too. Phan and Pudd is too much. Ergh.

Death

Phan is going to be the death of me.

That is all.

Sometimes

You just have to take a step back and not let anyone know.

You only live once, so make it a happy one.

The thing with Dan Howell is that I want the world to appreciate his existence and how wonderful and beautiful he is. But I would hate it if everyone knew about him and loved him. I like him being my little man. I like the fact that none of my friends are bothered in him. They know of him thanks to me, but they don't watch his videos and such.

"What's Up"

I actually think that this is the thing that annoys me most in the world. This question. What does it even freaking mean? Ergh just bugs me.

Proud

Right okay so I have like 18 more imagines to write but I had to take a break as everything I've written lately has been lovey. Like, before hand my 3 fanfictions weren't really. The first one Dan had cancer, the second the main character was an alcoholic and in the last one...well, the last one was completely romantic and lovey dovey but still, the main female died in the end. But my mind went into blergh and I felt like if I kept trying to force myself to write love stuff, I would vomit rainbows. So I wrote this. And I am proud of it, despite the ending being rushed and jokey. I did that to make it a bit less serious and a bit more light hearted. I like it though

You’re walking back and forth, pacing the length of the living room, the activities of that night still raw in your head. You stop by the window and stare out, your eyes glassy with tears as you spot the Starbucks just down the street where you first met. You would never be able to set foot in that place ever again. You turn around and spot your reflection in the mirror opposite, your face looking drawn and extremely pale. You step closer to the mirror, your eyes are bloodshot and heavy bags fall beneath them. You haven’t slept a second since the moment it happened. You keep walking towards the mirror, staring at your reflection, wishing to go back to a time where you were happy, preferably a time when he was in your life. You punch the mirror; the glass shattering into thousands of pieces and falling to the floor. You stare at your clenched fist which is now covered in your own blood, jagged shards of glass sticking out from your bent fingers. Serves you right, really. You turn around, looking for something to hold to your hand, to stop the flow of blood, and you spot his hoody – his university hoody – and rush over to the sofa, grabbing it and holding it against your hand. You are surprised at how painful it is and you wonder why you aren’t crying out in agony. But then again, you’ve spent most of the past month or so crying tears of pain, tears of heartache and torture, that you don’t expect there to be much left. ‘How am I still alive?’ You question yourself. You haven’t eaten since the night in question; stuck to drinking water and coffee. But the coffee sends you mad, makes you do silly things, sends your brain into over drive. You haven’t spoken to anyone since the night; the front door remains locked and the phone is out of its sockets. Your mobile – and his – are both off, buried at the bottom of his wardrobe. You look down at the material in your hand, his now blood sodden hoody making you queasy and you throw up there and then, down your top and on the floor. You sigh, leaving the room and heading into the bedroom which remains dark; the curtains drawn and the lights off. You fumble around in the dark, grabbing a random shirt from the floor and changing, chucking the one you had been wearing into the bin. You head back out into the living room, your eyes glancing over the closed kitchen door. You hate going in there. That’s where it happened. But you know that it won’t be long until you have to get another drink. “Why bother? Why don’t you just quit. Quit drinking as well as eating. Then you’ll be with him” You murmur to yourself as you start pacing the room again, nothing else really to do. You see his face wherever you turn, his face of innocence and eyes full of lust. You see his beautiful features right before it happened; right before you wacked him over the head with a frying pan, killing him instantly.

Fandoms

I am in two main fandoms; McFlyers and the Phamily. Or I'm a Danosaur and Phillion. But yeah, whatever, 2 main fandoms. I am also a 'member' of the Phandom as such, but still, Dan and Phil, same tings init blud.

When I was just a McFlyer, I thought they were crazy. Now, they are sane and pretty darn innocent compared to some members of the phamily/phandom. They are mental and mentally disturbed. They write cray cray 'phanfiction' which is mental...yet I don't find disturbing? Because it's hilarious as it's so unrealistic :')

But yeah, fandoms. I love being a fangirl <3

xxxx

Ooops?

Can't be bothered to just write two catch up blog posts saying 'oops I forgot on Tuesday' and 'oops I forgot on Wednesday'...ah well!

I actually thought of something earlier to blog about but now I have forgotten. Bugger. Can't have been something wonderful :/

But hey, it's Thanksgiving Day in America so let's talk about that. I think they should bring it to England. Because I think it is such a wonder concept and day, and I don't even like turkey. It's just a lovely concept to get together with family and be thankful for everything. It's like Christmas, but without the presents. I am thankfully for most things in my life. At the moment, I am thankful for Dan, Phil and McFly for always being able to put a smile on my face. I am thankful for Amy for always being there and for our late night chats. I am thankful for my mum for always being there this year through my back problems, I know it was tough for her too. I am thankful for my aunt Sheena as she also can never fail to cheer me up. She doesn't do it meaningfully, she's just so wonderfully stupid that she makes me smile. I am thankful for every single follower I have on my danandphil_imagines instagram and for telling me that my writing is good. I am thankfully for Big Bang for always being there. Literally, I am thankful for so much.

xoxoxox

I'M GUNNA MAKE ME, MAKE ME LOVE YOU

NOTHING AT ALL, NOTHING THAT I DO. PROMISE I MAKE, PROMISE I MAKE, STARTING STARTING TO FADE, HEY!

Omfg I am going to have to go and watch the video I have of McFly singing this now. Omfg. It's so good. But I sing in the background so I'll never show anyone. Omfg.

It's A Tumblr Thang

Like often.

Something I tend to do while I’m alone Sing loudly.

What I would do if I had all the riches in the world Buy a house for my mum and buy a husky and shizzle. Selfish and all but ya'no...of course I would donate to charities, but the house is first :/

An emotional wound I am still recovering from I don't think there is one

Whether or not I want children I think I do

A physical trait I find attractive Dimples

Who I look up to as a role model Dan Howell and Carrie Fletcher

Something I do for comfort Suck my thumb on occasion, and cuddle a teddy

Who my first love was I've never been in love 

Something I aspire to do before I die Be happy

An event in my life that has made me wary of people or surroundings So many things.

If I believe in good luck, bad luck, and other such superstitions None

What brings me the most happiness Watching YouTubers, listening to music, just being who I am and not having to pretend to be someone else...

Writing

Today has been a day full of writing and writing and more writing. I finished an imagine that people wanted me to make longer, I wrote some more of My Shining Star and I started a collab with Kristina which I am excited for. I also did bugger all else really :')

Oh

I also did a photoshoot yesterday of Jasmine for my Double Page Spread unit and I rather like my photos :)

Thursday

I forgot to blog but the new series of Big Bang started and AAHHHHH

The Notebook

Yes, the film.
I'm not going to say much as like usual, it's late and I am knackered.
But until today, I had never actually seen the film. But it was so freaking good and omigod I love it and ahh it's probably now one of my favourite films. So sad but so good and lovely and wonderful and oh geez how have I never watched it before!?!?!?

...

I was in a good mood this morning when I woke up to find that Dan and Phil had used the cat photo I had sent in on SAP. Made my day. And that people were getting freaked out by it.

But now I'm miserable. Just writing has gone badly today and I feel as though I've let myself and others down.

Ergh

MEEEEEEoOOOOW

I don't really have anything to say. I'm sorry.

THINGS I HAVE MILD OCD ABOUT

I don't know whether it's OCD or just weird behaviour but these are just the things I can currently think of:

• Volume on the TV has to be on an even number or multiple of 5.
• When eating kitkats, I have to fold up the packaging (I think this is more of a current habit because I don't do it to any other chocolates. Mind you, I have to flatten crisp packets or it bugs me...)
• When actually eating kitkats, I have to eat the chocolate off of the side and ends before munching on the whole thing.
• The towel in the bathroom on the towel rail has to be folded in half exactly and in the middle.
• The towels on the banister have to be folded in half exactly.
• Toilet roll must run down a certain way or I go weird.
• The twisting thing on trains that keep the tray thing up have to be pointing down or I get anxious.
• If I spot something which is wrong (upside down or in the wrong place) before I go to bed then it will be on my mind and I won't be able to sleep until I change it.
• When I make drinks, if the glass has a line/pattern on it then it can't go over the line/pattern.
• When I make a hot drink then it's the same pretty much.
• When I put my books into colour coded order, I then had to put all the little ornament things with the correct colours...

There are probably quite a few more...but I'm tired and my brain hurts to think so yarsh.

An actual thought about, vaguely interesting blog post :O Shocker!

xoxox

Ooops

Didn't blog yesterday.
Ah well.

Tumblr me up, baby.

So I've been letting you down a bit later, I apologise, sweetie. I'll answer some questions now, tell you a little bit about myself, okay?

1) Write. I write A LOT. I procrastinate by writing. Which, to be honest, isn't really a bad way to procrastinate. It's helping me with grammar and language and such, right?
2) Food: Pringles. Drink: Cream Soda. Colour: Red
3) God knows. Barry M nail varnishes, converses, clothes, books, films, a better camera, a husky...the list is endless.
4) Book: Unsaid Things...Our Story - McFly. Movie: How To Loose A Guy In 10 Days. TV Show: Big Bang Theory
5) Dan Howell and chat about life and make videos and cuddle and chat and it would just be magical and then he would fall in love. Saaaaay waaaat?
6) Food: Banana's. Drink: Milk. Colour: I don't have one D: I don't like yellow that much. Because it reminds me of banana's...
7) Train tickets :L Errrrm food? :')
8) The normal...
9) Book: Wedding Girl - Sophie Kinsella (Mainly because for some reason my copy had such bad grammar, it was like the copy sent off to the publishers before being checked or whatever and I didn't like it because of that blaaaaa) Film: Ella Enchanted. That's the only film I've watched all of and hated. TV Show: Hollyoaks -.-
10) Try and talk to them like a normal human and not turn into a crying mess :')
11) A double ended lightsaber
12) I don't know if I have one :/ Erm I have a habit of eating kitkats a certain way and I can actually only eat them that way and people have said that is weird...
13) No idea :/
14) A husky, a grand piano, a large hot tub bath thing, fairy lights, a breakfast bar
15) A black panther because I want to be a black cat but a big one. Or a goldfish because I'd love to have a 3 second memory and swim around in circles
16) McFly, obbbbvvs
17) Band: McFly. Album: Radio:ACTIVE.  Song: She's So Lovely by Scouting For Girls.
18) They are just perf.
19) 6, all McFly, last one my favourite, first one my least :)
20) Melt me with your eyes, my stargirl rules the skies - McFly
21) PHAN PHAN PHAN OMFG PHAN
22) 6 McFly tops and a tonne of other McFly merch.
23) I had heard of them and listened to their music but I was drawing on my floor with the music channel on and McFly were hosting something like the best song or music video or something of all time and I found them hilarious and then in the break they advertised their Greatest Hits DVD so I asked for it for Christmas, got it, and then fell in love.
24) Tom Fletcher
25) Tom Fletcher. And so good. I'm currently eating Nutella. Well, eating crackers covered in Nutella. But I would rather Tom Fletcher lathered in Nutella.



Okay this was a weird blog post, I am sorry, sweetie. I will be back to normal tomorrow ;)

Oh geez.

Again I don't have anything to say

Apart from that my legs have been hurting all day :/ and I've been eating llamas all day.

Hello to you and thanks for joining!

Biscuit? Sorry they're mine!

HEYYYYYYYY YAAAAAAAA! ITS A MEEE AN AMY :D and incase you havn't guessed I'm a wee bit hyper (oh dear, gone a bit scottish) and I should really go to bed because I have to get up at half 6 tomorrow :(
MUMS HOME!
Sorry, distracted.
Right so me blogging tonight was a spur of the moment thing and you're lucky I'm in this weird, hyper, happy mood. But I'm not sure what to blog about so I'm going to tell you about my new found obsession with one amazing woman. Laura's probably thinking "oh no" at this point but here we go....

*drum roll please*

MIRANDA HART:

Yes, Miranda Hart star of self titled sitcom Miranda is the woman I recently have become OBSESSED with. I was properly introduced to her sitcom on holiday about a year and a half ago and since been given the box set of series 1 and 2 for christmas (thanks Laura) Ive become addicted. In fact thats probably the most used christmas present I have ever recieved.

ANYWAY I JUST LOVE HER AND THINK SHES ABSOLUTELY AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL AND PEOPLE SHOULDNT BE MEAN ABOUT HER, AND I WISH SHE WOULD TWEET ME AND ITS MY DREAM TO MEET HER. But being in the same room as her when we went to see series 3 being recorded was just AMAZINGLY AWESOME.

Sudden bout of tiredness so I'm going to take myself off to bed now...not really a full explanation of my love for her and why I love her but you can look forward to that another day. *YAWN*

SUCH FUN!

Night xx
 Amy :) xx

for yesterday

nothing to say. Amy's about to come and blog for today woop woop, look forward to that!

'Cause Baby You're A Firework!

skldfmsdmf nothing to say

OMG. LIFE IS CRAY CRAY.

This one girl messaged me on Tumblr asking if I shipped people with the Fantastic Foursome. So I said no, but I didn't mind and if anyone else wanted me to ship them then I would.

I've had so many messages omfg.

I had like 20 odd yesterday.

29 to answer earlier which I did and then I refreshed and then I had 55 more.

WAT.

Omg it's so fun though xD

Shipping

I ship two apparent heterosexual guys together. Yes. I say apparent because who knows. They could be lying, hiding that part to the world. You can't go around saying 'PHAN IS REAL!1!!' and all that because you don't know. But on that note, you can't go around telling people that they shouldn't ship those two straight guys together because again, you don't know. Phan could be real. Anything could be real. Dan could have been born a woman, he makes a pretty darn good one in his videos, you don't know. They don't share all of their lives on the internet. No YouTuber does. There are always parts of their lives that remain private which too darn right it should do. I hate people who go 'tell us this. you decide to share you life with the internet, share all your life' erm no. Don't.

God this has gotten deep.

Anyway, if I choose to ship two heterosexual guys together then let me be. I don't stuff it down your throat, telling you that you should to and I never would do that. Have your own opinions. Mine are that Phan most likely isn't real. But that doesn't stop me wishing it was.

xox

...

I am currently in a bad mood for no reason really, just a couple people have pissed me off when probably not meaning to. I just can't deal with 'lols' in conversations that aren't remotely fucking funny. And if that's you response to what I just said, what am I mean to say back? 'well, you're obviously not'. Well no, as I'm too nice and bottle up my feelings about people until I explode. Which is bad and something I need to sort out.

QUICKLY

I AM ABOUT TO WATCH THIS PROGRAM ABOUT A GIRL WHO A RARE GENETIC CONDITION THAT CAUSES HER BODY TO FREEZE LIKE A MANNEQUIN. BYE.

LaLaLaLa

Let's see if I have a Tumblr question thing saved, haven't done one of those in a while.

Wow that took a long time to find one in my Tumblr likes.

 When was the last time you went to a concert? Which one was it? 7th April 2012. McFly Hammersmith Apolo KCAPL

✈ Is there any kind of music that you can’t stand? Rap

☠ Do you play a musical instrument? What instrument? I can kind of play the keyboard...

☯ How many CDs do you own? From which artist do you have the most CDs? 30 I think from just counting quickly. McFly

✌ Name 3 bands you would most like to meet. Why? McFly again because they are perf. Lawson because I think they are pretty ace and Scouting For Girls <3

✖ What do your parents think about the music you listen to? My mum's fine with McFly, she's been to 5 concerts with me. She doesn't really care for my other music either, she doesn't have to put up with it.

☢ Do you still buy CDs? Which was the last CD you bought?  Yes and it was actually the Lady Godiva single by Alex Day :')

☤ Do you most pay attention to the melody or the lyrics? Lyrics I think :)

♫ Name your top 3 albums from your favorite band/artist. Radio:ACTIVE, Motion in the Oceon and Above The Noise

★ Is there any music band you liked years ago that you would not like now? Jonas Brothers...I think if they still made music I wouldn't like them much

✞ Can you concentrate on other things when you are listening to music? Yes

♛ Name your top 5 music videos. OUCH TOUGHIE. McFly - Star Girl, Katy Perry - Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F), Katy Perry - The One That Got Away,  McFly - Lies, and McFly - I Wanna Hold You. I don't actually know many music videos to song...stange

◔  Put your mp3/ipod on shuffle and name the first 5 songs you stumble upon. McFly - On The Run, Green Day - She's A Rebel, Lily Allen - The Fear, Avril Lavigne - The Best Damn Thing, Vengaboys - We're Going To Ibiza :') Ooops!

ϟ  Do you sing in the shower? Yes

☫ How much time do you spend listening to music every day? Depends what I am doing. If i have college then near enough all the time I am there I have my headphones in and the half hour journey there and the one back.

ø  If you could play any musical instrument, what would it be? Drums or saxaphone

✒ If you were a song, what song would you be and why? Oooo I think this would be a question that I would want others to answer about me, I can't think of a song that describes me and things

☺ What do you think the world would be like without music? Awful

✦ What musicians did you like 5 years ago? 10 years ago? 5 years ago was when I started liking McFly. I also really liked Girls Aloud at the time and the Jonas Brothers. 10 years ago I can't really remember but Busted, most likely. And Avril Lavigne, I think

Tonight

It's Dan's Halloween Spectacular YouNow show and I started off being sat in pitch black but then I got scared that someone was going to jump up behind me so my lamp is on. But my face is boiling and I feel sick...ergh I blame you Dan for everything.

Today

I'm laughing the clouds away.
I hear what the flowers say.
And drink every drop of rain.

<3 I totally adore this song. Even though that wasn't what I was going to talk about but I have forgotten what I was going to talk about. If I was still in the routine then on Thursday I would review this song but I'm not so I won't and I don't feel like reviewing it today. I feel like sleeping, sleeping, woo owoo

xxx

I Will Always Love You

This was a fanfic that I have been writing over the past few weeks and I finally finished it today and finished posting it to danandphil_imagines. I'm sad it's over to be honest but in a way glad as it was about feelings and emotions too much and was sad and horrible and blergh but I love it still <3

so yars...

PHIL REPLIED TO ME

No jokes. I actually thought I had actually died when I found out.

So let me tell you this story.

I was trying to show Phil a photo of my pumpkin as it's a lion face inspired by him on Twitter but he never replied so I posted it on Tumblr and then just randomly decided to email him with it, telling him that this years pumpkin was inspired by him with the photo.

I currently have 6 emails in my inbox, from myself, college work which I leave untouched at the moment so my inbox always says 6. But it said 7 and so I clicked on it and at the top of my inbox was this...

I actually screamed. I didn't want to click on it for ages. I knew what he had said. 'Aw that is awesome :D <33' A double heart. Hnnnnng. I did end up opening it. And then flagging it so it stays at the top of my emails. Because it's beautiful. So so happy. After a shit week I got a reply from both of my current obsessions <3 <3 <3

DAN REPLIED TO ME

ON HIS LAST VIDEO <3 Literally I commented on Carrie's new video during the Pre-Party and put 'Dinosaurs or Dragons?' so I went into my inbox a few minutes later to see if anyone had replied and right there, 2nd from top, it said that danisnotonfire had replied to my comment. And I actually thought that my heart had stopped for a moment. It was mad. I then spent half an hour searching through the comments for our comments in a row so I could printscreen them...and because I couldn't remember what I had commented :')






At the end of his video he says about leaving a comment and then went 'but if your watching this on an iPod then you can just watch and dribble tears of loneliness' or something like that and so I commented this and then he replied and it's just wonderful as this is something he would say, it's not just like a 'yeah' or 'that's nice' or anything and it's like awwww <3

Today's been a really good day compared to the shit one I had yesterday

<3

xxx

Today

Today started off alright. It then went shit. It then went really shit. It then got a bit better. Then shit again. Then better. And now I'm pretty alright actually which is good <3

Imagine All The People

This is one of my favourite imagines that I have written. I wrote it around two weeks ago. Enjoy. It was for a lovely girl called Kristina <3

Imagine this - You and your boyfriend Phil are walking through Hyde Park. It is Boxing Day and the usually green park is covered in a thick layer of snow. "I thought Wellies were meant to be waterproof" You mutter, feeling your feet getting wetter and colder by each step. "They are. It helps if they weren't £4 from Primark though" Phil laughs, swinging your arms. You narrow your eyes at him before letting go of his hand. You then lean down and pick up a ball of snow, squashing it down in your gloved hands. You watch as Phil walks on a head before you step closer and call out his name. "Yes Kristina honey?" He asks, turning around just as you lob the snowball at him, hitting him straight in the face. "Bullseye!" You grin. "Oh I'm going to get you back for that" Phil laughs, leaning down to pick up some snow himself. You take this as your chance to run and hide.

10 minutes later and you have surrendered to Phil and you are watching as he makes a snow angel in the snow. "Make one too Kristina!" Phil grins. You shake your head. "I'm too cold" You say. Phil finishes making his angel before he jumps up to admire his work. "Not too bad. Would look better if he had an angel girlfriend" Phil said to you, fluttering his eyelashes. "No" You laugh. Phil pouts before he pushes you gently. You weren't expecting this and you lose your balance, falling straight into the snow next to Phil's angel. "Phil!" You exclaim.
"Yes my beautiful" Phil grins.
"Help me up" You say.
"Nah" Phil laughs.
"But I'm cold" You whisper.
"I'll be cold with you" Phil says before he sits down in the middle of his snow angel. "That's not helping me" You laugh.
"Make the snow angel and then I'll help you get warm" Phil says. You grin before giving in, lying down and making a snow angel. You sit up once you've finished and turn to Phil. "Done. Now help me get warm" You say.
"My pleasure" Phil smiles, leaning over and kissing you.

Dear Dan Dan (Actual email I sent to him. Subject line: 'Strawberry Laces, Thank You and Your Voice'

Dan Dan (I hope you are okay with me referring to you as ‘Dan Dan’ just then...because I cba to get rid of one of them no more and I quite like referring to you as Dan Dan) I would just like to thank you for E V E R Y T H I N G that you’ve done to make me smile. I’ve only become a Danosaur in August this year but I’ve realised that I’ve been so happy since. Like I’ve been known for having really bad downs and depressions but since having your videos/younows/tweets in my life I’ve only actually had one depression day which is pretty freaking good. Your voice is soothing (in the non-creepiest way possible) and that one time you did your YouNow at 10, I ended up falling asleep halfway through listening to you on my iPod because of your soothing voice. You’re never going to reply to my tweets seeing as my twitter name is @iLoveUranusTom...which also means that you’ll never read a comment out in a SAP video or any other video...so I decided to email you this in the hope that you’ll actually read this blabble. Is blabble a word? I don’t think it is but you know what I mean. I’m writing this as you are doing your YouNow and you just played a Muse song and I actually really liked it. I’ve never really listened to Muse before. I might have to but let’s hope that doesn’t end up becoming another obsession. I get easily obsessed with things. I have an obsession (or maybe just a weird habit...) of asking people whether they like Strawberry Laces. So do you like them Dan Dan? Oh, another thing I have to thank you for. I’ve always loved writing and for years I’ve been writing (non-creepy) McFly fanfiction (McFly fangirl. Apologise. But actually, that reminds me, I’ve been meaning to ask you why you used to have a McFly poster on your old wardrobe...moving on) and anyway, long story short, I ended up making an imagine Instagram account after you’re the Meaning Of Life video and I post short imagines on there about you and Phil and people have complimented me so much on my writing, saying that I should write books. It’s overwhelming. I never shared my writing with anyone before but thanks to you I started. And I opened requests on there and by the next day I had 21 requests. It was so overwhelming but T H A N K   Y O U  for giving me the confidence and the ‘do what you want to do’ speech that made me post the first imagine. And also thanks for getting me obsessed with you and bringing the wonder that is the Phandom into my life. Everyone is so amazing and lovely and it’s all so lovely and blargh. This has kind of gone completely off topic now. Not that there ever was a topic. Basically, I’m going to wrap things up now and just say thank you for being you. Don’t ever change because you are wonderful and brilliant and hilarious and adorable and lovely and you’re singing voice is beautiful. My alarm for the morning is you singing Toxic.

What a way to end the email, Laura. Idiot.

Anyway yes, I’m going to leave this as it is now. A rambling mess. RAMBLING! THAT WAS THE WORD I WAS LOOKING FOR EARLIER! Ahh well, I’m going to leave you to get on with your life and I hope this email bought a smile to your face at some point.

Laura

Xoxox

Blaaargh

Again I don't have much to say. Today has been alright but also pretty shitty. That is all.

My Life. Is Mental.

I've had a pretty shitty day but it's meant that I've written a load of imagines. But I still have a list of 18 to write which is CRAY CRAY. And I never use that word. But hey, it's rather fitting.

And then this girl used my Request photo on her Instagram and credited me so I asked for an imagine with Dan so her 12 year old sister wrote me one. I then followed them and liked the photo and they printscreened it and posted it saying 'OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. #FANGIRLING. YOU'VE MADE MY YEAR'. Erm what? Me? What? Fangirling over me following you and liking your imagine? Erm WHAT THE HELL!?! It really made me smile though but still, WTF! Don't fangirl over me! I just write little imagine things for people. I'm a 17 year old girl who hasn't done anything spectacular. I don't want 'fans'. Wtf. CRAY CRAY.

I apologize for my use of the phrase 'CRAY CRAY' which has now been used 3 times in this blog post.

Stay classy Danosaurs and don't change for anyone.

Erm, wtf Laura?

xox

I AM ACTUALLY CRYING

My life is currently a mess.
Dan and Phil are fucking brilliant life ruiners. They were on the news which I knew about before yet for some reason I majorly spazzed and I have no idea why. I've spazzed to McFly being on my tv before but never to this extreme. And Dan and Phil make videos so I often watch them...just never on my telly...and it was just weird and my twitter timeline had spazzed so I spazzed and then I cried.

And then I got sent to twitter jail halfway through Phil's YouNow where they sung Phantom of the Opera which was amazingly perfect and brilliant and I cried and then ejefkmsdl hnnnnnnng TOO MANY FEELS.

I need to shut up now and go to bed and sleep off my Phanness

QUICK

DAN HAS A NEW VIDEO WITH JACK AND FINN AND IT'S LIKE 10 MINS LONG SO I HAVE TO GO AND WATCH IT. I THEN HAVE TO WATCH JACK'S VIDEO AS IT HAS DAN IN IT...SO YES. BYE

NaNoWriMo Doubts

I don't know whether I should do NaNoWriMo or not anymore :/
I mean, I kind of did it last year. Well, I wrote 50,000 words. But I didn't end up with a novel.
And I will still have to blog each day.
And I have my imagine IG to keep up to date with.
And I have no ideas.
But I would still love to do it because I love writing.
Oh I don't know :'(

Cold

Cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold

Phan

Dan mentioned in his live show a slashfiction written about him and Phil and that it was highly disturbing and the comments were filled with 'omg no Dan just no' and then later other people were like 'I can't believe I read that. Thanks, not'.

I then went and read it. And I didn't think it was actually that bad. I blame McFly and YouTube for the fact that I didn't even think the slashfiction was actually that disturbing.

It was weird, yes. But come on, it's slashfiction! But still...it's not the weirdest :L

xox

I WANT TO BREAK FREEEEEEE

I only realised earlier this year that what I thought were the lyrics to this song weren't actually the lyrics to this song and I was highly disappointed. Mind you, thinking back on what I thought were the lyrics...I just laugh as they are stupid and so obviously not the lyrics.

I WANT TO BREAK FREE. I WANT TO BREAK FREE. I WANT TO BREAK FREE FROM THE TREES AND A FREE FROM THE ____

I didn't think I knew the last word so just kinda mumbled anything. But why the hell would you want to break free from the trees? What does that even mean?

God before I started writing this I had no idea what to write for today's blog. And then I suddenly sung this so wrote this as a title. And now you have this; a preview into my weird mind.

xox

Randomly

I'm not having a change in career in mind again, but there's always part of me that has thought that being a Wedding Planner would be one of the best jobs in the world. Just being able to help couples organize what will hopefully be the happiest day of their lives. But then I would hate it because if I fucked something up. All the pressure is on you to make sure the day goes right. But it would be pretty darn awesome. I already have a tonne of ideas for my wedding, so my future husband *cough* Dan Howell *cough* had best be pretty laid back and not care what we do :')

xox

Unsaid Things

The time has come.
You are about to see a side to Laura that you haven't seen in a while.
Or maybe ever.
A side to Laura that involves McFly.
And thinking.

Right let's get started.

So I got Unsaid Things yesterday (which if you didn't know is McFly's autobiography) and obviously, being the crazy McFly nuthead that I am, I had to get it and start reading it there and then. And they said 'If you thought you knew McFly...think again!'. And I honestly can say that I didn't know McFly.

I was expecting most of the book to be full of tourbus tales and randomness from their lives but it wasn't. Which at first I was disappointed in but I now realise that what they did write was perfect. It made McFly fans understand a bit more; it made people realise that although things often seem perfect on the outside, they aren't always on the inside. That things do go wrong. That they are humans, just like everyone else, who have emotions and feelings and don't deserve the crap that they have been given over time.

Last night I came to 'Dougie's Secret' chapter and I won't lie, I cried. A lot. I cried so much that I couldn't actually finish the last 50 pages of the book due to my head not being in the right place. I just couldn't come to grips what Dougie was going through, and for so long, and that not only did us fans or the press or anyone not know anything about it, but Danny and Tom didn't know anything either. That he didn't feel as though his best friends would understand what he was going through. That he felt like ending his life could be the answer to everything. I just wanted to go back in time, wrap him in cotton wool and tell him that everything would be okay. That everything would turn out okay in the end. The same came to when I read about Tom and his depression. I was so shocked. How could he put on such a brave face for the press and us fans and yet be dying inside. I understand that it comes with the job, you can't go and tell the fans that you are depressed and how you really feel. But it made me sad.

I want others to read this. It's not all like 'Omigod we're McFly. We're the best band in the woooorld. Come listen to our music. Come read about our amazing lives. Come to our gigs'. It's about their lives, the ups but more importantly the downs. Their relationship with each other and their management, with their girlfriends and their music. The way that they didn't like the last album that they produced. The way that one of them nearly killed himself. I want others to respect the lads as much as I do.

xoxox

Emotional Wreck

I've spent most of today reading McFly's autobiography and writing standalone things for danandphil_imagines. I really need to write about Unsaid Things on here but I am currently an emotional wreck after reading 'Dougie's Secret' and I have too much to say and it'll take me forever to write on my iPod. I'll finish reading the book and then write about it tomorrow.

Xox

EVERYDAY I'M TUMBLRIN'

Another one of those things from Tumblr land.

40 weirdly intriguing questions...

1. What’s a question you’re afraid to ask? To whom? I'm afraid to ask a load of people whether I've hurt them. Because I probably have unintentionally and I would hate knowing this...

2. What’s something you hide about your personality? I don't show my proper inner fangirl as much as I used to because people used to get pissed off with me. It's annoying. One reason why I live on the internet, surrounded by fangirls.

3. What’s something other people think about you that you don’t agree with? That I am not annoying. Because I annoy myself so I must annoy everyone else. Also, people get annoyed with my sarcasm which personally I think is one of my best qualities.

4. How do you deal with criticism? I usually agree with the criticism so it's fine :')

5. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you? It's not really what anyone's done for me, but since I started my danandphil_imagines instagram, people have been so lovely and sweet and saying that my writing is flawless (which I don't agree with) but that is one of the loveliest things anyone has ever said to me seeing as I am always writing.

6. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? I have no idea

7. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you? I'd love for someone to do like a treasure hunt around the house...to end up with something small, even if it's just a little note saying 'i love you' or something.

8. Describe your favourite texture. Well this is strange...Erm I like soft things?

9. Which national or global tragedy were you closest to and how did it affect you? I don't really know how to answer this question :/

10. Post a photo/draw a picture/write a poem (pick one) of a moment of personal significance. 

Meeting McFly; more specifically, Tom Fletcher <3

11. Which fictional character would you most like to have lunch with and why? Rebecca Bloomwood because she would just be brilliant. Or Andrew from Neighbours (as long as he was taking the right medication for his epilepsy)

12. Who would you say is your “anti” role model? Someone who serves as a warning rather than an inspiration? Nicki Minaj

13. What’s your least “politically correct” opinion? D:

14. What kind of underwear do you imagine Sherlock Holmes wears? .....

15. What’s one of the most difficult things you've ever had to do? Say goodbye to someone

16. If you were an element on the Periodic Table, which would you be and why? Helium because that's gotta be fun!

17. What’s the most infuriating thing your parents (or caregiver) do? My dad just doesn't really talk to me. And my mum doesn't understand a lot of the things I do.

18. Which Disney Princess do you most identify with and why? Which is your favourite and why? And yes- ANYONE can answer this question. I don't really know which one I most identify with; do any sit on the internet all day and write/read a lot or listen to music a lot? I'd like to be Snow White...but I think my current favourite is Merida from Brave. I just love the fact that she doesn't end up getting married to Prince Charming.

19. You’re an Action Movie Hero. What’s your weapon of choice and the line you scream when defeating your arch enemy? Erm no idea. Weapon can be a rolling pin and my line can be 'Bake that ___' and then the name of my arch enemy. Okay, I think that's pretty darn good actually.

20. What’s the silliest fan theory you've ever come up with? Probably something to do with McFly all dating each other secretly and stuff. 

21. What did you think about before you fell asleep last night? Can't rememberr

22. What’s the oddest term of endearment you've ever used or that someone’s used for you? I went through a faze of calling people 'deidre'...no idea why!

23. What motivates you in life? The fact that one day I hope to be doing something that I love, but I've just got to work hard to get to that position. Also I like thinking about things that will happen a year ahead of me so I can get excited about that. Like next year I plan on going to SitC and meeting YouTubers and tonnes of fangirls and I also plan on going to Uni and stuff which motivates me

24. What was something you used to enjoy, but was ruined for you? What’s the story behind that? I used to enjoy facebook but that was ruined by people being jerks on there...

25. How do you think you will fare when the Zombie Apocalypse arrives? I'll die first unless Dan saves me. Which he will do. So it'll be fine.

26. Which mythological creature are you most like? Why? And if you could be any mythological creature, which would you want to be? Why? I have no idea who I'm most like. I'd say Medusa because of my hair and because that's the only mythical creature I can kind of think of at the moment...I'd quite like to be her tbh though

27. Write a brief story about an actual adventure you've had. I was meant to go to Brighton on a college trip on Monday. I got on the train, got to Guildford, walked to college with Rosie, stood in reception, Richard asked me if I was okay and I said no, that I was panicking and he told me to go home as he didn't want me worrying and being ill on the trip. So I walked to the shopping centre, bought myself an owl hat and then I walked to the train station and went home. Adventure of a lifetime.

28. Describe one of the most awkward experiences of your life. The most awkward was probably the time that I've mentioned a few times on here, my embarrassing moment. But then tbh, that wasn't too awkward as he never mentioned it to me...

29. What’s something that scares you about the future? If something happens and Amy and I fall out and we never talk :/

30. List 5 quirky things about yourself. I'm totally weird, I collect owl things, I have my books in rainbow order, I like filling out questionnaires (can you tell???) and erm I like scars?

31. Describe your dream library. Any library is a dream to me. A room full of books would be heaven.

32. What’s the weirdest item you've ever mourned? Erm no idea :/

33. If you could design an amusement park ride, what would it be like? It would be like the Buzz Lightyear ride at Disney where you are in little car things with shooter guns and you go around having to shoot the targets...but you go around having to shoot Manesh and Slenderman and Justin Bieber and whatnot to save Dan and Phil. At the end, if you get a good score, you get to meet them.

34. Do you have any “rules” about food? Not really. But I don't like most meats.

35. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? I don't have an opinion on it. Anyone should be able to get together, no matter what age.

36. What’s something you want to do that you’d be embarrassed to tell other people about? Well I can't tell people that can I? ;)

37. Describe a time/event in your life that you’re nostalgic for. Anything to do with McFly tbh :/

38. How do you approach social situations? I don't...

39. What is your ideal bed? Why? My bed because it's comfy and warm and it's all mine.

40. Post a short excerpt of your life. Do I really have to?

TOO MUCH FEELS!

WHY MUST YOU BE SO DAMN ATTRACTIVE DANYUL? AND TALL. YOU ARE SO TALL. I'LL BE TOO SHORT. BUT OMFG DAN.

Can you please wear a bow tie and suit every day? Or just in your videos and live shows and gatherings and times where you might bump into me...


Ergh too many feels.

xox

Bugger All To Say

Again. Like the past few days. Seeing as I have been writing these on my ipod and so they suck and all that. I'll get back on track soon. Sorrrrry!!

Xoxx

Blargh

I can't type much as my iPod is going to die soon so yes. Was meant togo to Brighton today but I panicked too much before so didn't end up going.
Made a banner with Sheena for mum.
Didn't do much else.

Xoxoxox

FAAAAAANgirling It Up

I've been a McFly fangirl for the past nearly 5 years and I absolutely love the McFly fandom. Some Fandoms are horrible, I've seen evidence, and although some McFly fans irritate me and some think that they are higher and better than others, overall I really do love the McFly fandom. And this year, well like a month ago, I become part of a Tumblr account for McFly fantasies (mcflyfantasies.tumblr.com) which has been lovely and fun.

I've only been a Danosaur/Philian for the past couple of months but I fricken adore the Phandom. Everyone is so, so, so nice and so silly and make edits of Dan and Phil's heads on things because it's amusing and lovely and brilliant. I haven't come across one person in the Phamily who has irritated me yet which is actually rather surprising as people always annoy me. A week ago I started an instagram for Dan and Phil imagines (@danandphil_imagines). I have 65 followers already and everyone is so nice and love my imagines which is really overwhelming as I've only a couple times shared my fanfictions with people and it's lovely to have people commenting saying that they love your writing technique, they think the imagines are adorable and having a list of people who want imagines written for them. My past 8 imagines on there have all been requests; I haven't had a space where I could just write one not for someone which is great as people do actually like them. <3


BLARGH

xoxo

Blerghh

I said I was doing good with blogging everyday. Well I spoke to soon.

I went to Bristol Uni to look round yesterday and I really liked it and can see myself there and liking it and stuff. So that's good. And we then called into Basingstoke on the way home and I went and looked in Primark for an owl hat that a friend has but I couldn't find one so I was sad but ten we went into The Works and they had the aliens like I used to for 99p so I bought one. Well, two baby ones. Aww.

And then we came home and ended up ordering food as we couldn't be bothered to cook and it was an amazing chicken burger with bbq sauce. So good! Nomma nom nom!


And I didn't go on my laptop once yesterday. So weird.

So yeah.

Xoxo

Baa

Baa baa black sheep have you any wool? Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full. One for the master, one for the dame. One for the little boy who lives sown the lane.

I don't have anything to blog about today :/

LOVIN'

I WAS GOING TO TYPE THE MCDONALDS TUNE THING HERE BUT I DON'T REALLY KNOW HOW TO SPELL IT SO HMM YEAH THAT'S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN.

I'll stop shouting at you now.

I don't really know what to say. I was going to write this big blog post about me feeling bad as I feel as though I'm letting the McFly fandom down as I've become overloaded with Dan and Phil and stuff. But they've been focusing on touring America and releasing their books and stuff. I bet as soon as I get Unsaid Things I'll be in love with them again. McFly overboard woop woop!

See, wrote what I was going to write a massive blog post on in a few lines. Woop woop!

I like that word. Woop.

I used to write 'wop wop' on MSN to Amy because I had a weird emoticon thing for 'woo' and it annoyed me to have that and then 'p' on the end.

#random

I wish I could hashtag thing in life.

xox

Laura says "Gravy and Pizza"

Yeh like thats normal.

First of all I apologise for what you are about to read as this was Laura's idea and not mine. I said "what shall I write about today?" and she replies with "Gravy and Pizza"...like you do.

Right so here goes...

My favourite pizza is probably Hawaiian, you know, the one with ham and pineapple. It is so yummy. But I'm also quite partial to margaritta and pepperoni.

I'm just going to say one thing here that I have just noticed and it is annoying me immensly. This thing does not have spellcheck and you have to put in all the punctuation in yourself :O I am rubbish at typing and I have never really been a huge fan of english.

Anyway, getting away from the point!

Now gravy, I dont really have any strong opinions about gravy, apart from the fact it is a must with things like meat and potatoes. I hate having meat "dry". I espicially like vegetable stock cube gravy, but beef flavoured is good with sausage and mash!

This is making me very hungry...so I'm going to go to bed now.

Night night x

Amy :)

ALL THE FEELS

I've really enjoyed blogging every day this year. And although I still have just under three months to go, I just wanted to mention this. And despite the whole plan of what was going to happen each day has completely gone down the drain, it's been fun. Despite the days when I have absolutely no ideas what to write about. Which hasn't actually happened in quite a long time, surprisingly. Even more surprisingly with the few Tumblr things I've done. But that's literally because I spend so much time on Tumblr and I come across them and know that no one will ask me them and I love filling out questionaires and such because I'm such a WEIRDO!

I know that some days I forgot to blog so I double blogged the following day which turned out stupid half the time. And then there was the week after my operation when I had no internet and then I just couldn't be bothered to catch up.

I do think that after this year I will blog more. Which was one of my aims in doing this. Not to end up blogging every day because as fun as this has been, hardly anyone reads these and half of these when I look back in years to come, I will be like 'WTF. What was the point in that? Oh yeah, because I was blogging each day and had nothing else to say...' which I don't want to happen. I don't want it to be an annoying thing which turns into a habit. It will be weird in the New Year not blogging every day, but it will also be nice. I hope to blog once or twice a week, just to keep the people who rarely do read this up to date with my life and to also just express my feelings. I am awful at keeping diaries but this is basically one. I just don't write about my day to day life as every day is pretty much exactly the same and to me, it doesn't matter. If I have an exciting day, then I talk about it. I just don't have many of them.

This is turning into another heartfelt type thing. There has been far too many of them recently so I had best go before I start talking about life and the wonderful world we live in.

I think someones slipped some happy pills into my cherryade.

xoxox