Cinema

Oh I went to the cinema two weeks ago.
Wow I didn't realise it was that long ago!
Any way I went and saw Cars 2 with my bestie on the 27th of last month.
It was pretty darn amazing to be honest.
I thought it was better than the 1st one due to the main character of the film being Mator, not Lighting McQueen, and I prefer Mator :')
One of my favourite parts of the film was actually when there was a race in Italy and they had The Pope as a car. In his car Pope-mobil :')
And they had The Queen as a car :')
Made me chuckle!

This Wednesday I'm going to see Mr Poppers Penguins with my mum.
Looking forward to it, looks good!
And then going to Pizza Express with her, J and Anna :)

xoxoxox

More questions and answers!

1. Your ex texted you and wanted you back. Would you take him/her back? Not from a text, no.
2. Has anyone told you “forever and ever” then left? Yup...
   
3. Your relationship status? Single.
   
4. Where did you meet your crush(es)? I don't have any IRL crushes but I have quite a few celeb crushes...
   
5. Have you ever lost a close friend? One walked away from me. Obviously weren't as close as I had thought.
   
6. Do you smoke weed regularly? Nope and I never will do.
   
7. Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you still dating the same person? Yup. Mr Air.
8. Would you parents be mad if you were in a relationship? Nope.
   
9. When was the last time you really laughed? Earlier today with Amy and Robyn down at the REC.
   
10. Something is wrong. First guy you turn too? Guy? Elliott.
11. First girl you’d turn to? Kat probably.
    
12. Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did? Yup, plenty of people proably.
    
13. Angry at anyone? Yup.
    
14. What’s stopping you from going for the person you like? The fact that he's 10 years older, famous and engaged.
    
15. When was the last time you cried really hard? Last Wednesday.
    
16. Is there anyone you would do anything for? Yeah, a lot of people.
    
17. Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 minutes on the phone? My aunt.
    
18. What is your favorite song? She's So Lovely - Scouting For Girls.
    
19. Do you like Red Bull? Never had it
    
20. How many people can you tell just about everything to? Not many people to be honest.
    
21. Have you ever wished on a shooting star? Nope.
    
22. Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you? I can't remember the last person I held hands with...
23. Describe yourself in one word. Annoying.
    
24. Do you have anything that belongs to your ex? Nope.
    
25. Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender? Nope.
    
26. Do you rebound? Nope.
    
27. Ever cheated on someone? Nope.
    
28. What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship? Well techincally the person I do like is in a relationship. But he's older, famous and so I don't care.
    
29. Do you act differently around the person you like? Usually yes.
    
30. Honestly, what guy’s number do you have memorized? None.
    
31. Is it hard to make you laugh? Not at all.
    
32. Who was the last person to make you mad? A friend the other day.
    
33. Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again? Nope.
    
34. Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms? Yes.
    
35. Has anyone ever called you scrumptious before? No.
    
36. Would you like to put a night on repeat and live it forever? Not a night, a day. Well, an hour to be precise.
    
37. Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out? Depends.
    
38. Is your best friend a slut? Nope.
    
39. Is hard drugs a turn off? Yes.
    
40. Are you happy with life right now? Yes.
    
41. Are you still in love with your ex? Nope.
    
42. Are you still in love with your ex? ^^ Same question as above.
    
43. Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship? Nope.
    
44. Have you ever had your heart broken? Nope.
    
45. Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Hopefully not.
    
46. Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in? Yes.
    
47. Where is your best friend? At her house.
    
48. Something you’re happy about? The fact I met McFly.
    
49. How is your heart lately? Happy.
    

Strawberry Laces

McFly (Dougie...and Danny) eating the strawberry laces which I got for them.
This makes me happy :')

Dear @tommcfly

I know that there is a highly unlikely chance that you will ever read this but hey, nothing is impossible, right? I never thought that I would ever get the chance to meet you or the other three. When I started liking you guys I never even thought about meeting you. I didn’t even think it was possible, to be honest. But then I kept seeing people online who had met you, whose photos now included you or Danny or Dougie or Harry. That’s when my dream changed. My dream was now to meet you. And then my dream came true last Wednesday.

I’ve seen you guys four times live and nothing can beat the amazing feeling I got from hearing you performing live. Well, that’s what I thought. Now the most amazing feeling I’ve ever felt was when you had your arm around me for a photo. And then I burst out crying. I do not know why I burst out crying – it was probably because I couldn’t believe what was going on – but then you pulled me in for a hug. This just proved how sweet and lovely you are, why I like you. I ended up crying more and you kept asking if I was okay. I wasn’t, but people were waiting to see you so I walked away.

I came back after a while, remembering that I had forgotten to give you stuff. “It’s me again” I said as you looked at me. “Have you calmed down yet?” You asked, smiling. You remembered me? I gave you the drawing from my friend which I had forgotten to give you and then got you to sign my iPod. You then gave me another hug and I burst out crying – yet again.

Now I would just like to apologize for crying on you. For the days leading up to the Meet and Greet and I couldn’t believe it was going to happen. I am usually quite an unlucky person so I kept telling myself that something was going to go wrong, something would happen at the last minute and I wouldn’t get to meet you. I told myself this just in case something did happen, then I would have been prepared. But doing that, I wasn’t really prepared for when I did meet you.

I didn’t cry in front of the others. Only you. I looked god damn awful that day but I don’t care. I met you and the other three. The guys who I have looked up to for the past few years. You probably thought I was about 11 or 12, that’s why you were asking if I was okay. I wasn’t. I’m 16, believe it or not.

Anyway, the reason I wrote this message was really just to thank you. Thank you and everyone who was involved in some way or another in putting on these Meet and Greets for everyone. Thank you for being so lovely in real life. Thank you for caring for your fans. Thank you. Just thank you, thank you, thank you! :)

Love from that really strange fan who gave you some strawberry laces and a toy for the cats and who cried and looked about 12,

Laura.

@iLoveUranusTom

PS you smelt like fizzy apples. Any reason for this? :’)

Meeting My Fizzy Apple Smelling French Hubby.

Cba to write about the journey up to London. So I'll start from London
I felt sick due to nerves but went through an entired pack of sour skittles which my mum had given me which was a HUGE mistake :’)
Got to London, got the tube, got off and walked in the wrong direction.
So figured it out, turned around and walked to the hotel.
But it was fucking hot so I felt ill and looked horrible but anyways.
Arrived at the hotel and went in with my mum and nan and then got my wristband and waited with them for a while before going into the room where everyone else was. Stood around like a loner for a while but then started talking to a few people
McFly as usual were running late and at 12:10 people came out from the one before us so we made our way out of the room. Tom had left the room and people had also screamed, so I was waiting for him. He came back and I literally screamed. I have no idea why :’)
But then we were allowed in and no one was there. Then the ‘organiser’ spoke and then ¾ of McFly walked in. We were wondering who to go see first when Danny walked in so we went to him as less people were there. I was in a state of shock so forgot to ask him if he liked strawberry laces but he was lovely and smelt nice :’) He signed my hoody before we had our photo taken.
Then me and this one girl went to see Tom, whilst the other 2 went off to see Dougie. I was nearly crying by now and my friend was like ‘oh please don’t cry!’…I was trying not to. Tom was turned away from me and I was stood right behind him and I kept pulling funny faces at his back…then he turned around and laughed. I asked him if he liked strawberry laces and he said yes, so I handed him the sweets. Then I gave him the presents for the cats and he went ‘aww, looks like Marv’ to the cat on the front. People around laughed. Then I asked him to sign my hoody and he did. Then I asked if I could have a photo so I stood next to him and he placed his arm around me and I lost it. I burst out crying and he asked if I was okay and I shook my head so he gave me a proper full hug which made me cry again so he hugged me more. I then stepped back and he asked if I was okay. I shook my head whilst walking away.
I then calmed down a bit and went and saw Harry. I kind of pushed in front of a lot of people and asked if he liked strawberry laces. He did. He then signed my top and I had my photo taken with him.
Then I went to see Dougie, and kind of pushed in front of a load of people again :’) I asked him if he liked strawberry laces and he looked at me weirdly so I held the packet out and he grinned before saying yes, he did, so I gave them to him. Then he signed my hoody and I had my photo taken with him.
Then I realised I hadn’t given Tom his drawing from a friend of mine, and hadn’t given Danny his strawberry laces. So I went to Tom first. Waited a few minutes and then he looked at me and I went ‘I’m back’ and he grinned and was like ‘you calmed down’. I replied with ‘Not really. I forgot to give you this’ and he took it and looked at it, saying that it was awesome. He laughed at her drawing of the guys as pirates. I then got him to sign my iPod. Which is now my most prized possession. He then spoke to a couple people before I asked for another hug. He gave me a proper hug again and I burst out crying again. People around went ‘aww’ like last time and were asking if I was alright. Tom yet again asked if I was okay and I nodded and just stood back. He smiled at me and then I turned and walked to Danny. But now it was time to go so I just went ‘DANNY!’ and he turned and I lobbed them at him and went ‘enjoy’. He laughed.
I then went out, found my mum, and burst out crying again.
And that was me meeting McFly.

It was the most amazing day of my life and obviously my favourite part was when Tom pulled me into a hug because I was crying. I was crying because I couldn't believe he was there. Tom Fletcher, the guy who I've looked up to for the past 4ish years, was stood next to me with his arm around me. Oh jeebez.

Funniest thing I found was that me and my aunt had been talking a few days before and I told her that I would be fine around the other 3, but a total mess infront of Tom. And it was true.

Oh and my order has changed.
I have a few orders :/
My 'I've never met McFly' order is: Tom, Harry, Dougie, Danny. (Sorry!)
My 'Fittest' order is: Harry, Tom, Danny, Dougie (Sorry!)
My 'Nicest in Real Life' order is: Tom, Danny, Dougie, Harry. (Sorry!)

Tom was the nicest, he didn't get scared when I cried at him :') <3
Danny was so lovely and funny :') <3
Dougie was a laugh and just incredibly adorable <3
Harry was nice. But he just seemed a bit arragont :/ I don't know... :/

Confidence

I am actually gaining confidence :D
I have never had much confidence in the things I do or anything. I've recently (in the past 2 years or so) gained confidence in the things I wear, and that is how I show off myself.
But recently I've been more confident in talking to people.
Not strangers, no.
But at my college induction day I started talking to two people.
And today when meeting McFly (I will blog about that when it has sunk in...) I started talking to a few people.

I'm proud of myself tbh. I don't usually do that :')

xxx

Answers

Found this question thing on Tumblr and as I know no one will ask me any of them, I'm going to answer them on here because I am awesome like that :)

1) Talk to myself, sing at the top of my voice, just sit and stare at my walls...not that weird :')
2) Hair is the main thing. But I've grown up over the past 2 years a lot aswell.
3) Looks are what draw people in first, but the person has to make me laugh. Has to know where to draw the line at taking things to far. I don't mind people laughing at something I do, as long as they don't take it too far.
4) Whatever PJ's I can find and a McFly top :)
5) I'm just going to do 5 things that annoy me about everyone. When people tell me how I am feeling, when people smoke, when people stare at people with disabilities, when people mumble (even though now I am fluent in mumble and can understand mumblers) and also when homeless people have dogs :/ I know they can't help being homeless half the time and they have the dog usually as a friend...but they can barely look after themselves, let alone a dog...
6) Tom Fletcher. I don't fancy anyone properly atm...but I do like Tom Fletcher. It's everything about him. His amazing talents, his personality, his looks...just Tom being Tom <3
7) Wrong. Simple as that. It's all wrong.
8) That I'll be ill on Wednesday :')
9) This morning from the cat ;P
10) Drugs are wrong. Simple. Alcohol is alright in small amounts, but I don't see the point of getting hammered.
11) Single :') I like being single, you don't spend most of your life thinking about the other person.
12) 'Do you remember me?'
13) Any sort of date with Tom Fletcher...or Alex Day...or Charlie McDonnell...yeah :')
`4) Bite my nails? Pick my scabs? I don't know!
`5) This week has just started. Literally, it's monday morning. So far this week the best thing which has happened was that I managed to find the right cable for the printer, take it out of the computer and put it into my laptop and manage to print from it. Instead of spending hours getting the computer to work :D
`6) My personality? I'm funny. I find myself funny, but others do. I do try and be funny but I'm usually funniest when I am trying not to be. I'm a bit blonde. I'm not fully 'blonde' but I have my blonde moments which I love having to be honest. (Okay the question was proud about, I am proud about being funny and blonde :/ so this is right...) I know random stuff. Okay so this isn't really a personality trait but I can't think of anything else :/ I know random facts. Just random odd things.
17) A hell of a lot. Michael Jackson, ducks, pigeons, swans, all birds tbh...the woods on the way to Bordon in the dark...clowns, mud, the people who are closest to me dying/leaving me...
18) I don't get this 'question'...
19) Music. Any music really. As long as I know it and can sing along.
20) Most likely something with my mum or my nan :')
21) I don't know :/
22) I'm loud once you get to know me, I hate parties, I love my family and my friends more than anything, I hate shopping, I love Jeremy Kyle Show (for real!), I love writing fanfics, I love playing card/board games, I prefer the rain to the sun, I am really weird and will 'rave' in public, I used to have two pet sheep :')
23) What if I was 10 years older and knew McFly personally :')
24) I won't say who I want to say them to...but the five things:

• I love you so much, you mean the world to me. I would be totally lost without you.
• I loved you. But now I hate you more than anything/anyone in the whole fucking world, just because of what you did to me and how you made me feel.
• You are very special to me. You make me laugh like there is no tomorrow, you make me think about what is happening now and you made me realise I should live for the moment, tomorrow may never come.
• You are one of the most important people in my life and I am totally glad that I have you in my life. If I didn't, I would be lost. You are fucking amazing and I love you so fucking much.
• No matter what I say/do I will always love you. Not because I have to, because I want to. You never had to be there for me, no matter what people say, but you have been there for all my life and I want to thank you for bringing me up to be the person I am to day. It's because of you I am who I am.

25) Buy me a husky, buy my mum a house, be able to play the acoustic guitar, make me laugh, get on with my friends, not love football, buy me ben and jerrys ice cream, have gorgeous eyes, love to read, just like me for who I really am.
26) I don't believe in anything, and I don't like thinking about that sort of thing. To me, I'm alive now so I'm going to live for now. I don't care about how I got here on earth. Well I got here from my parents. That's all I care about to be honest. I don't care about how the world began and all that.
27) I have a half-brother who I always forget he is my half brother. To me, he is my full brother full and full. His name is Jamie (J) and he is annoying as hell but lovely aswell <3
28) It will be this month due to meeting McFly and getting GCSE results and everything but otherwise, probably April. I saw McFly at Wembley, met Silke, went with Amy to Birmingham to watch Dancing On Ice, spent her birthday with her...<3
29)

30) This month just started so lets say we're still in July. What changed this month? I don't get that :/ I hope I will get good GCSE results next (this) month and I hope I get to meet McFly :)