Lifes.

I never finished blogging the whole of last year. I kind of missed a few days and then just couldn't be bothered to carry on really.

Now I'll just blog to update my life and stuffs. And hopefully more often then every two months...

But hey, a lot can happen in two months. As I am about to explain.


Right some when in Novemeber, I started speaking to this lovely girl called Chloe on tumblr. I had only recently before started roleplaying Phan on Omegle and I asked on tumblr whether anyone was free to RP. She messaged me saying that she would love to roleplay, and so we went to find each other on Omegle. However, Omegle was being shit and kept disconnecting us so we kind of gave up. A couple days later, Chloe messaged me and asked if there was any other way we could RP as she enjoyed writing with me. We ended up going for Kik where we then started a roleplay.

Skip forward around a month and we are still RP'ing and we talk normally a few times to. Until around just before Christmas day where basically, something clicks and I realise that I adore her and she is actually a really good friend. We were talking normally on kik just as much as we RP'ed and we got to know each other better. I asked her if she would help me run danandphil_imagines on instagram and she said yes, and so that's a big help.

Fast forward a few weeks and something terrible happens in Chloe's life and I am there for her. I talk to her and try to console her the best that I can. By now, we talk probably more than we roleplay, in all honesty, but I don't mind. It's after Christmas when she has my email address and whilst I am at college we email each other as I can't get onto kik. It's not the same, but it's better than nothing.

Fast forward around another month and...I realise I love her. Truly, madly love her and I realise this when I go to Paris for a weekend with Amy and Chloe (little Chloe) and I can't speak to Chloe as much. She was also my rock when I felt homesick and...I just realised that I would be lost without her. But I didn't know how to tell her this.

Skip forward a week and...she tells me that she likes me. In our own little way that I don't know if I want to share. And then on Valentines day I asked her to be my girlfriend and she said yes.

So now I have a girlfriend who has been that for just over a week. I love her to pieces and I have actually fallen in love with her. I would be lost without her, she is my rock and my world. Things are a little complicated, but we'll work through them.

Also, this means that I've had to come out as bi...something which I have been thinking about for around a year now. I haven't told that many people IRL (in fact...I've spoken it to no one. I told tumblr, twitter and IG and I Amy. But that's it).

Any now you know.
Whoever you are.

That's the main update of my life. The biggest update, and the most important. I honestly adore her with everything I have.

Stuffs

I just realised I had 3 minutes left to blog today. Oops. Oh well. I have not much to say. I went to college today for an hour and 45 minutes. And now I'm freee until next year! Don't know when I go back though.

RP.

I really need to stop roleplaying Phan with people on Omegle so late at night. Le tired.

Have I seriously not blogged since last Wednesday? Like I knew I missed a couple days...but ooohh that's bad, I apologise! I don't have anything to say, like usual, but hey...ONE WEEK UNTIL CHRISTMAS EVE. ahhh excitement!

It's Fine

Less than 20 days until I won't be blogging every day. I haven't decided whether I will keep this blog and post on or whether I'll actually make another. Probably just keep this one and update it once in a while but actually change the background and shizzle because I'm bored of it now :/ we'll see.

A WIMBA WAY

IN THE JUNGLE. THE MIGHTY JUNGLE. THE LION SLEEPS TONIGHT. A WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

IDK

IDK IDK IDK IDK

Tumblr

IS SO FREAKING ADDICTIVE. GOD. NO.

Christmas Tag!

I found a Christmas Tag on tumblr so here we goooo:

1. What is your favorite Christmas song?

Do They Know It's Christmas Time by Band Aid and also Merry Christmas Everybody by Slade. 

2. What is your favorite Christmas treat.

I don't really have one. I don't like mince pies, and I don't really have any special drink. I used to only ever drink Cream Soda at Christmas so that always reminded me of Christmas and I loved it; but now I drink it all year round.

3. What is your favorite childhood Christmas memory?

At the moment it's being in the Year 6 Christmas Production. Mainly because it's because of that that Merry Christmas Everybody is one of my favourite Christmas songs.

4. What is the best Christmas gift you’ve ever given?

I don't know, in all honestly. I've been lucky and have received a load of wonderful gifts. McFly tickets were probably a big one though that I enjoyed the most. 

5. Do you make or buy keepsake ornaments for your family each year?

We've started recently buying a different ornament each year. This year my mum made a load of new decorations. Our house is really Christmassy for once.

6. Would you rather be one of Santa’s elves or a Reindeer?

Reindeer because I want to gallop and fly.

7. Gift wrap or Gift bags?

I do both. But gift bags are easier, I suppose.

8. Do you own a Santa hat?

Yup

9. Do you prefer Black Friday or Day After Christmas Sales?

I'm not American, we don't have Black Friday. Although I do think (and tell them often) that my family should celebrate Christmas on January 25th instead because everything would be cheaper.

10. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate?

Hot Chocolate. Just because I've never had egg nog and it sounds revolting. 

Freezing.

Earliest blog post ever? It's 07:08 in the MORNING. Omigeez. But it's cold and I could really do with a Dan Howell or a Phil Lester to hold me and keep me warm right now. So freaking cold.

TUMBLRIN'

Excuse the spacing, it's fucked up seeing as I just copied and pasted this.

ᄏ: Play any instruments? I can kinda play the keyboard. But that’s it.

ω: Have you ever dyed your hair? If so, what color(s)? Ginger, brunette, red, purple, black...erm yeah

△: Have you ever painted the walls of your room? Yup. They used to be purple and pink but have been ‘chocolate chip’ and ‘cookie dough’ for around 4 years now. I also have the McFly writing painted on one wall along with a couple lines from a song. I also have Galaxy Defenders Stay Forever’ painted on another wall. And I have handprints all the way round my room. So yars.

【・ヘ・?】: Ever tripped in front a bunch of people? Often

＊: When was the last time you tied your hair up? (if your hair is long enough) It’s not really long enough now, but I did it just over a week ago for the lols. But it came out within a few minutes :’)

旦: Last time you drove your car (if you can drive/have one)? I can’t drive!

愛: Are you currently dating? Nope

太: When it's New Year's, do you make New Year Resolutions and actually commit to them? I sometimes do but if I do I rarely commit to them

＠: Ever felt attracted to the opposite sex before? Yes

(｀▽´)Ψ: Did you used to play hide-and-seek when you were little inside stores? Not inside stores that I remember...

(づ￣ ³￣)づ : Have you ever had to hug someone you didn't want to? Yes.

空: Did you ever throw up after one roller coaster ride or a few? Nope, never been on a roller coaster!

☆: Have you ever played games such as 'Spin the Bottle'? Nope

⊙: Are you happy with where you are in life right now? Yes

ヽ(ﾟДﾟ)ﾉ: Have you ever wanted to flip a table before? If so, why? No...

ピ: Did you like Pokemon as a child? At some stages I did. I had my brothers old cards for a while but no one was into it then. I also had a game on the Gameboy that I loved playing.

(⌒.−): Are there times where you wish to go back in time and redo or fix something you regret? Nope, I don’t believe in having regrets.

♪: Do you find yourself singing or humming to yourself sometimes? All the time.

☁: Ever wanted to learn a foreign language? Yees

(;° ロ°): Have you ever lost your wallet or purse? Nope

ス: Have you ever swallowed gum? Yes

♀: Tell me something that turns you on. Dimples

♂: Tell me something that turns you off. Smoking

⅚: Post the link if your current favorite song. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ftNWC8pYbw which only became my current fave song today. Due to only first hearing it today. Well done again, Alex.

ღ: Post a gif of what you're currently feeling right now.

≘: Have you ever watched the sun rise? Nope, too lazy for that :L

☄: Would you defend a friend if they were in danger? Yes

હ: Are you still a virgin? Yes

➍: Ever been to a concert? Was it fun? I’ve been to 6 and they were all fabulous

♛: Do you like group projects? Not much

高: How often do you use headphones/earbuds? everyday

ಲ: Headphones or earbuds? Earphones, technically, but I call them headphones...

♞: Showers or baths? Baths

✗: Walks on the beach or in a forest? Beach

⊙﹏⊙: Which horror movie scared you the most? If any? I don’t watch horror movies lawl

^∇^: Has your best friend ever made you angry? Probably

（．＿．）: Do you think you are an awkward person? I can be, yes

メ: Cupcakes or muffins? Muffins

(●´∀｀●): Ponies or Horses? Horses

♯: Would you like to be able to fly? Not really, would rather teleport!

(ﾉ´▽｀)ﾉ: Ever done or considered to do drugs? Nope and nope

ℝ: What color shirt are you currently wearing? Black with neon dancing robots on it :’)

Æ: What color underwear did you wear yesterday? Grey

☪: Have you ever flipped off someone? Yes

♬: Cats or dogs? Cats

礼: Would you swim in the lake or ocean? Probably

の: Chocolate or Vanilla? Hmm tough one...vanilla probs

◐: Have you ever seen a meteor shower? Nope

ᄇ: Have you ever broken a bone? Nope

었: Any tattoos? Unfortunately no                             

싫: Any piercings? Two in each ear

ℨ: If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go? Hawaii

Σ: Have you ever farted in public before? Probably

ℋ: Tell us a recent awkward moment you had. Ergh no

♔: Know the Duck Song? The Llama Song? Banana Phone? Yes, yes and yes

۞: What shows did you watch when you were a child? Arthur, Tweenies (when I was ickle lickle)...erm Hey Arnold! Was a good one! My Parents Are Aliens...50/50...omg so many good shows!

▼: Could you live without the internet? no

Д: Strangest food you've eaten? I don’t do strange foods.

까: Cookies or brownies? Brownies

Sleeep

Laura is tired. And it's only 20 past 10 in the evening. Obviously. I wouldn't be blogging at 20 past 10 in the morning, what do you take me for? I don't have anything to say, like usual, but I'm going to leave you with this.

READ ALL ABOUT IT

READ ALL ABOUT IT.
NEWS OF THE WORLD
NEWSOFTHEWORLD

I should have really written at least 1 standalone of the 3 I have to write but I didn't. I wrote the beginning to all 3 and then spent my day on Omegle, Roleplaying Phan. -.- this is my life.

Bleeeergh

Sorry I didn't blog yesterday, I felt like shit and never went on my laptop. I still feel shitty today. Blergh. But felt like roleplaying on omegle so came online :') Should really go to bed soon. College tomorrow BLARGH :') night noodles!

RAAAAAAAAAAAWR

I AM A LIONSAUR.

Actually, No

Dan and Phil's Christmas Radio Show will be the death of me. As Pudd are in it too. Phan and Pudd is too much. Ergh.

Death

Phan is going to be the death of me.

That is all.

Sometimes

You just have to take a step back and not let anyone know.

You only live once, so make it a happy one.

The thing with Dan Howell is that I want the world to appreciate his existence and how wonderful and beautiful he is. But I would hate it if everyone knew about him and loved him. I like him being my little man. I like the fact that none of my friends are bothered in him. They know of him thanks to me, but they don't watch his videos and such.

"What's Up"

I actually think that this is the thing that annoys me most in the world. This question. What does it even freaking mean? Ergh just bugs me.