Book Review - Kinda...

I've finished another book.
So techincally I need to write two book reviews.
But I cba.

So:
Past Secrets by Cathy Kelly. Good book, takes a little while to get into. Different mini stories kind of in one (follows the lives of 3 different families...). Didn't care so much about one of the families though...good book all in all though, need patience though.

Game Over by Adele Parks. Great book, annoying ending. Yelled at the main character Cas a few times for being so annoying. But great book overall.

:)
x

Ranting.

McFlyers are doing my head in.
Firstly: they are going 'Meet and Greets for us who pay monthly or are annual subscribers'.
McFly have done it fairly. They have given people the choice. Either pay an extra £29 and get to go to the Meet and Greets. Or don't pay the extra and don't get to go. I think that's pretty fair to be honest. You get other advantages of paying the extra £29 and being a 'Annual Plus' and I think tbh it's pretty much worth it just to get to meet the guys again.

They've done a lot for their fans really and I don't think some people are appreciating everything they've done enough. I understand the whole money situation. I've been saving for the renewal of my subscription for months now but now seeing as I have a job, I can afford it. I know that some people can't, I understand that. But please stop complaining. It's not McFly's fault. They're not going to charge nothing for the website and the content we get. The videos which are uploaded are amazing. They've captured their life and given us more of an insight to the guys we love but some people are just being ungrateful and saying that we shouldn't have to pay. And to not pay anything and get a free M&G? I would feel selfish to be honest if that was the case. Okay I understand that last year if you were an annual pioneer and paid the £40 you got the M&G but they've got to change some things...

Secondly: 'I remember when we didn't have to pay £70 to be a McFly fan'
Ungrateful cow.
No one says you are not a fan if you don't play the £70, did they? Yeah beforehand you might have not had to pay £70 but beforehand you wouldn't have got all the video footage, the webchats (which I admit, have slacked majorly...), priority seating at gigs, the chance to meet the guys.
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr


Sorry just had to rant, people are so ungrateful.

xox

Edit: Someone just tweeted 'Make supercity better!' with a petition.
You fucking make a website that everyone will like. You see how fucking hard it has to be. Not everyone is going to like what they do. There are parts of the site I really like yet parts which annoy me but overall it is much better than the previous one.

Someone else also tweeted 'Why do we have to pay to be McFly fans? We all love them just the same, no matter how much money we spend on them!'

NO ONE SAY YOU HAD TO PAY TO BE A MCFLY FAN. DON'T PAY. THAT'S FINE. YOU CAN STILL GO TO THEIR CONCERTS AND LISTEN TO THEIR MUSIC AND TWEET THEM AND ALL THAT. YOU JUST DON'T GET EXTRA VIDEO CONTENT AND THE OTHER STUFF WHICH THEY DON'T HAVE TO GIVE US. BUT THEY KINDLY ARE. YES WE PAY FOR IT. BUT THEY DON'T HAVE TO GIVE US ANYTHING TO BE HONEST. SOME BANDS/MUSICIANS ARE CAUGHT UP IN THE FAME AND DON'T COMMUNICATE WITH THEIR FANS AT ALL. MCFLYERS ARE LUCKY. MCFLY LOVE THEIR FANS TO PIECES. SO WHAT IF YOU DON'T PAY FOR THE WEBSITE. YOU'RE STILL A FAN. YOU JUST LOOSE OUT ON A FEW THINGS. THE VIDEOS END UP ON YOUTUBE ANYWAY, EVEN THOUGH I BELIEVE THAT'S WRONG BUT THAT'S A WHOLE DIFFERENT RANT. JUST GET OVER IT. MCFLY LOVE ALL OF THEIR FANS, WHETHER THEY ARE A MEMBER OF THE SUPERCITY OR NOT. THEY UNDERSTAND PEOPLE DON'T HAVE THE MONEY FOR IT. THEY UNDERSTAND. THEY STILL LOVE ALL OF THEIR FANS.

I promise, rant officially over.
I've come off twitter so it has to be.

xox

Up To Date...again

Been lacking in keeping things up to date...sorry...next year will be different, you'll find out in a while...

(PS I love the fact I say 'you' and stuff seeing as no one actually reads my blog...it's just something for me to look back on in a few years :') )

I've finished a book since reading Amanda's Wedding yet haven't reviewed it D: Oh dear! It was a good book too, I will get around to it before I finish the book I am currently reading...I've had so much on my mind recently I just kind of forgot about this and that...

Okay so I've started college. It's been really good and we've developed and printed a couple films already which has been fun - the film camera is blooming annoying though :') Everyone is lovely and this is my 5th week and I think I have made some great friends already.

I've started work. It's only a temp job on a Wednesday and Friday after college at CKW with mum but it's not that bad and the money is pretty darn good. This is my 4th week at that, I'm there until Christmas.

My greatnan sadly passed away on September 23rd which was awful but she is in a better place now and she will never be forgotten.

On the day of her funeral my dad phoned to tell me that his nan, my other greatnan, had passed away the previous night.

Thankfully that was the end of all the bad news *touch wood*

I hate not seeing Amy every day and am adjusting to the fact that most weeks I will only see her on a Thursday morning on the train journey to college and the fact I hardly ever speak to her on msn due to us being on a different times due to work which we've got to do and such...*sigh*

I'm going to see McFly again next year :D Hopefully twice. Once on the 7th March and then again on the 7th April. Well I will deffo be going on the 7th March which is down to Portsmouth and it's the first gig of the Up Close and Personal tour. And the 7th April is up in London and Kat is going to see if she'll be able to come down for it. xD So so so excited xD

I think that's mostly up to date on the important things...I'll try to keep more up to date in the future..

Which reminds me...

I've only got just over 20 days left of my 365 project and then it's NaNoWriMo time :') 50,000 words to write in November D: Oh dear!
But next year I'm going to be doing a 365 blog project.
So yes I will be updating this every day in 2012...not that much is going to happen. I just have to write something in here every day. Whether it's what happened that day, a story from when I was younger or something or a review of something or other. Whatever it is, I am going to try and do it :)

Until the future, see you soon

xoxox

Again, this is meant for Tumblr...

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up. Falling in Love (Acoustic) - McFly, Don't Tell Me Your Sorry - S Club 8, Heaven - David Archuleta, Mr Brightside - McFly, Together - Avril Lavigne, Hearts - Alex Day
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? So many people...Tom Fletcher again, Alex Day, Charlie McDonnell, Katy Perry, Evelyn, Kat, Tasha, Chenille, Nicky, Jessie J...but only one? Top on the list? Kat...
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. :') Line 17 just says 'Silently.'
4) What do you think about most? Probably food if I am honest :')
5) What does your latest text message from someone else say? 'Okay, see you then x'
6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?  With...
7) What's your strangest talent?  Erm I have no idea :') I don't have many (if any...) talents
8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence) Girls are made of sugar and spice and all things nice. Boys are made of slugs and snails and puppy dog tails :')
9) Ever had a poem or song written about you? I've had the lyrics of an already song changed to be about me and my life :')
10) When is the last time you played the air guitar? Erm...Wednesday :')
11) Do you have any strange phobias? Birds...
12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? Foreign? No :')
13) What's your religion? McFlyism
14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? Walking to college :')
15) Do you perfer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Behind it, HATE being in front of the camera
16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? McFly, no complexity behind it :P
17) What was the last lie you told? Something I told Anna yesterday most likely
18) Do you believe in karma? No
19) What does your URL mean? Tumblr: searchingformysuperman...no meaning behind it to be honest :') or the fact I'm searching for my superman... :') Blogspot: Skitzyy because that's the name I gave myself and I use it for quite a few things online :')
20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? Greatest weakness? Tom Fletcher. Greatest strength? Hmm...no idea
21) Who is your celebrity crush? Tom Fletcher and Alex Day
22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Nope
23) How do you vent your anger? On Twitter
24) Do you have a collection of anything? Apple stickers :') I'm starting a collection of rubber ducks :')
25) Do you perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? Video chatting online
26) Are you happy with the person you've become? Sometimes I am, sometimes I'm not...
27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love? I hate the sound of my brothers music. I love the sound of rain hitting against glass.
28) What's your biggest "what if"? What if I was older and had met McFly beforehand... :') nah, I don't have a 'what if' anymore...I did before I met McFly in August...it was 'what if I had met McFly when they were in Guildford?' :')
29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? No and yes, kind of
30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. Wall. Book.
31) Smell the air. What do you smell? Impulse 'New York' spray.
32) What's the worst place you have ever been to? Wales
33) Choose: East Coast or West Coast? East coast because of New York...
34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? Tom Fletcher...
35) To you, what is the meaning of life? Live, laugh, love 
36) Define: Art. (Firstly I don't know why the 'define' is still black, won't let me change it :/) I will use Alex Day's definition. 'All art is a product of the person who lives it ' which might not be much of a definition to most people but to me it does define art...
37) Do you believe in luck? Nope!
38) What's the weather like right now? Cold? :')
39) What time is it? 20:38
40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? Nope
41) What was the last book you read? Past Secrets
42) Do you like the smell of gasoline? Yes
43) Do you have any nicknames? Lolli, LJ, Lolster...
44) What was the last movie you saw? Marmaduke!
45) What's the worst injury you've ever had? Nothing serious so no idea :')
46) Have you ever caught a butterfly? Yes
47) Do you have any obsessions right now? McFly...the song 'What Makes You Beautiful'
48) What's your sexual orientation? Heterosexual.
49) Ever had a rumor spread about you? Yeah.
50) Do you believe in magic? Nope.
51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? Yes.
52) What is your astrological sign? Taurus
53) Do you save money or spend it? Spend it :')
54) What's the last thing you purchased? Ice cream and strawberries from Sainsburys :')
55) Love or lust? Which I prefer? Love...
56) In a relationship? Nope
57) How many relationships have you had? 2
58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue? Nope
59) Where were you yesterday? Home, Farnham, Nans, Petersfield, Home
60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? Yes, my duvet cover
61) Are you wearing socks right now? Nope, I'm footnaked ;)
62) What's your favorite animal? Penguin
63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? Erm nothing
64) Where is your best friend? At her house :')
65) Smarties or Skittles? Skittles
66) What is your heritage? No idea
67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM? Sleeeeeping!
68) What do you think is Satan's last name? No idea, don't believe in Satan...(unless you mean Santa...in which case it's Claus!)
69) How often do you go to the dentist? Twice a year
70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? No
71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? Save the dog.
72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? a) No. I wouldn't want them to worry about me...I might tell my nearest and dearest, but not everyone... b) quit work/college/whatever and do the things I had always wanted to do in my life... c) I would be afraid that I would die painfully...
73) You can only have one of these things: trust or love. Trust
74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? Star Girl - McFly
75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? No idea and cba to turn my phone on :')
76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? Trust, friendship and honesty.
77) How can I win your heart? The answer to the last question, sing Star Girl to me :') Erm have nice eyes and good taste in shoes :')
78) Can insanity bring on more creativity? Chocolate
79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? Deciding that I did actually really like McFly...
80) What size shoes do you where? 5, 6 and sometimes 7
81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone? I don't know D: I don't want to think about it!
82) What is your favorite word? I don't have a fave word, just a phrase. 'Oh dear!'
83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word: heart. Love
84) What is a saying you say a lot? Oh dear oh dear oh dear
85) What's the last song you listened to? You've Got The Love
86) Basic question: what's your favorite color/colors? Red
87) What is your current desktop picture? Tom Fletcher and Danny Jones performing
88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? Justin Bieber
89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on? I don't know..hmm
90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do? Scream.
91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? Teleportation
92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? The half hour of meeting McFly where I met Tom. That would be the beginning of the half hour (the first time...) Hopefully the 2nd time I went over to him fits into the half hour too...
93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? Erm no idea :/
94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? Tom Fletcher :') Even though that would be totally wrong...maybe Alex Day then, a little less wrong...
95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? Hawaii
96) Do you have any relatives in jail? Not that I know of :')
97) Have you ever thrown up in the car? Yes
98) Ever been on a plane? Nope
99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say? Hi
100) Give me your top 5 favorite blogs on Tumblr.Cba to atm - sorry!

This Is For Tumblr

Yeah so again this is for Tumblr but I want to actually answer them so I'm going to answer them on here...

1. The meaning behind my URL - My tumblr URL is 'www.searchingformysuperman.tumblr.com' which to be honest has no meaning at all. Apart from the fact that I am searching for my superman...
2. Weakness - Tom Fletcher - McFly - Charlie McDonnell - Alex Day. Literally someone mentions these and I am all ears, I turn and stare. I can't speak. Those are my main weaknesses :')
3. Bestfriend(s) - Amy and Kat
4. Last time I cried and why - Yesterday because it was all just too much
5. Piercings I have - Two in each ear
6. Favorite Band - McFly
7. Biggest turn off(s) - I'm not sure if I have any :/ I'm not a massive fan of beards... :')
8. Fact about my sex life - Erm yeah
9. Tattoos I want - Too many - I posted a blog about it before...
10. Biggest turn on(s) - Nice taste in shoes, good hair, lushious eyes... :')
11. Age - 16
12. Ideas of a perfect date - Hmm something nice, but where there are other people around, so not just us two...not cinema for a first date...
13. Life goal(s) - Be happy
14. Piercings I want - Top of my right ear...I think that's it
15. Relationship status - Single
16. Favorite movie - Finding Nemo
17. A fact about my life - I have amazing family and friends
18. Phobia - Birds
19. Full name - Laura Jade Pay
20. Tattoos I have. - None